tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19309333619592345862024-03-08T03:33:56.998-08:00My Crappy Story..expressing myself...Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.comBlogger69125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-11153849686490861742017-02-13T02:10:00.001-08:002017-02-13T02:10:27.592-08:00New Work & New SchoolAs most of people knows, I am with new job currently, doing almost the same thing with my previous company, doing business development for the company. My hubby never understand my work nature. He he.. and with new work, I becoming more busier than ever. Kind a miss my old place. I had good time there.<br />
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And Payo also had to changed to new school. Sugar coated reason : Because near by to my house, and cheaper. Uncovered sugar coated : I am not satisfied with current pre-school. Yup! its a well known, famous for their Islamic Montessori concept. I don't really know what Payo has learned so far, its seems nothing. Perhaps on the shhuuuh part to ask me quite, and recite al Fatihah half way (always start with Malikiyaumiiddi)... Other than that? Nothing. When I asked the teacher, their response 'I don't know Puan, he always like that, don't mixed around, and don't response to my question' . He is the introvert type, the most shy person in school I presumed. He needs some encouragement to talk, and socialise. And it does not happen there. I had encounter such event that makes me thinking twice, of sending Payo there. The last few event confirms my decision.<br />
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1. On the Concert day.<br />
We reached there around 1pm plus. They provide lunch to the parents, and I thought of feeding Payo with the Nasi and Chicken I dont know what style. But the teacher keep insisted to bring Payo to the group, since they about to start, so i ended up send him at the back stage. He was crying not allow me to go, and I have to be there with him.<br />
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During that occasion, I saw this lady, heavily pregnant, looks so annoyed with the kids' noise and asked them to be quite with the most fierce face. She didn't notice me since I am wearing the same color of jubah dress like the teachers. The only different color on hijab. After sometimes I left him at the back stage, hoping that he will be fine.<br />
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After the concert, he saw me and hugs me tightly, and crying so hard, as well as angry with me because I leave him there. Then he told me he is so hungry!. He did not eat anything during the concert . From 1pm till 4.30, not even a single water. Damn it. I asked the teacher where is the food, and they pointed me at the Gardenia Bread and Mineral water, and Payo being him, don't dare to take the food, if no one tell him or entertain him. He then pointed at the bread and eat them so badly. I was crying like hell, feels so guilty and mad at the same time. Why the teacher don't feed this children, and you guys feed them with gardenia bread and mineral water for lunch? are you kidding me? They asked money for the concert, with additional pay for extra seats!And can't even afford to give proper meal to the Children? Come on.<br />
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2. Final Year Review<br />
Payo had trauma so bad because of the concert, and he don't even want to go school after that. Crying like hell. Then I decided to join their school holidays activities, with extra money to pay. They passed me all the so called árt work' that Payo did, which I doubt it was His, coz the work still looks too neat for 4 year old. Come on guys. Parents are not that stupid. I ask about his writing, cause I don't see anything. And his class teacher promised to have 1 on 1 session with him during school break. I just waited for that, nothing happened.<br />
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I have sense Payo became more confused with what he have learned at that school. Before he joined the school, he knows A to Z, numbers, and if u jumble it, But now he seems to have doubt, like he is not sure anymore. <br />
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It has been 1 and 1/2 month with new school. So far he seems excited. Everytime you wake him up for school, not much tantrum. Last time, if I mentioned the word 'SCHOOL' he will cry, tak nak' school , or 'no school'. That is his chant every morning. Stress mak. Now, Ókay Ammi'. So excited. Telling me stories. Its not famous, or franchise or anything like that. But I feel satisified so far, hope it will last.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I am ready Ammi! Peace!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Mengintai dari jauh.. First day. Teriak gak dia.. huhu..</td></tr>
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-62665846771927850752017-02-06T20:13:00.002-08:002017-02-06T20:13:55.966-08:00Happy New Year 2017. Day 18 2017.<br />
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It has been mix feeling leaving the year 2016. A lot of things had happened, the ups and down, the good and bad. THe great and not so great things.<br />
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But I have learned a lot throughout the journey, and first important lesson I have learned :<br />
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1. Only you should define yourself, not other people<br />
Rather than worries about what people think about you, you should just think about your own feelings. Don't care about what other thinks about you. Even if it came from your family. If they don't support you or condemned the choice you made just because they feel that should be the way, as long as things are good according to Islam or law, its your choice. Just because you think the ideal of marriage is to be with your spouse 24-7, doesn't mean it suits to others, or if the person is single, is her/his choice to be sing Respect other people choice. Not condemn . Kapish?<br />
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2. Don't judge.<br />
When you starts to judge, you start to feel that you are way better than others. Stop doing that. We are no better than other people.<br />
Stay humble, grounded. Sometimes a simple smile or Hi to Pak Guard also will make your day.<br />
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Don't Gossip, Jaga Aib<br />
Don't simply share things that you are not too sure how thruthful is the source. And viral it, try to check the source. Zaman fitnah ni kena byk jaga2.<br />
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3. Think of doing more Kindness & Goodness<br />
Always think of ways of doing good. I always inspired from these people, Syed Azmi, Mr Kuan, Raja Shamri, to name a few, on their dedication to serve the community, by giving more of themself to other. Charity work, volunteerism. I need to do more of this.<br />
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Hope this will be applied in this 2017.<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-14089917343780836502016-11-13T17:51:00.001-08:002016-11-13T23:37:02.485-08:00Cuti-cuti Sabah Bah!Just came back from Sabah..<br />
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It has been a pleasant journey for us. Since I have free time, like 1 week free,and I have been wanting to have some small vacation, before I start with my new work. We have planned for few places , but since hubby got some issue with visa, we decided to travel within Malaysia, and decided to go to Sabah since none of us have been there. Its kind a last min deal. But Alhamdulillah, all went well.<br />
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We reached KK at 12.30, and grab our rental car at the KK airport. It is kind a good deal, but since we did not arrange it earlier, we did not manage to get Myvi. But still, they give us a good disc. Then for next 3 days, we will be in Kundasang Sabah. When we reached there, they have this package 5 in 1 ticket. So, bought for me and hubby , RM 39 each, and free for Payo (4yo and below is free)<br />
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The journey all superb. But I still have some few regrets, which is :<br />
1. Should extend it to another night, it feels so rushing. Maybe 1 night spend at KK town, and enjoyed their seafood. And jalan- jalan there.<br />
2. Yeah, the seafood!!! I have no chance to try. Mana tau the main seafood area tu kat Dataran Todak, we passed that area, tapi tak berhenti pon. Dah sampai hotel baru tahu. And going back its like 2 hours going and 2 hours coming back. So lupakan.Hu hu hu... Sedih.<br />
3. Should bring the stroller for my 'anak bujang' Esp kat airport. The KLIA 2 airport besar kot.. and gate hujung dunia.. 'Pengsan weh nak dukung dia', when he fall asleep and expect us to carry him all around.<br />
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Other than that.. takde apa kot.. It was all great.<br />
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It was cold, and we reached there when the sun almost about to set. We stopped at the Upside Down House first, and Chantek Gallery before that.<br />
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Harus la lambat sampai Kundasang. So we are damn hungry, my package includes dinner, but since we can't wait for dinner, we had our late lunch almost dinner at the town. The smells of smokey chicken wings attract us to the shop. And Oh God, we finished all 20 chicken wings, with nasi goreng and telur dadar, and terasa nikmat eating in cold weather.<br />
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When we reach Kundasang. the view Masha Allah.. Subhanallah.. memang breathtaking. Even you have capture 100 of pics but nothing beats the view from your own eyes. Masha Allah... View from our stay pon dah rasa magnificient. Our resort is facing the mount Kinabalu itself. Just imagine.<br />
We continue enjoying the weather and scenery, to our hotel. And notice here its start getting dark by 6pm. And even day also starts early. Spend the time enjoying the view from our stay Pine Kinabalu Resort before we starts our tour.<br />
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We went to places like Sabah Tea, with free tour to the tea factory, but no picture allowed in the factory.<br />
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And then went to the fish spa at Tagal Luanti River. Friends told me its kind a dangerous to try it for health reason. The thing is, I am too penggeli to put my feet with all fishes by the river. They are not even biting, lalu je dah terlompat-lompat. Tak sempat nak gigit.. hahahaha.. My hubby really tried and keep ouch ouch. Mana la anak bini dia tak takut.. Hahaha.. But I think the fish there all very manja and jinak. (Looks jinak but tak dapat pon nak tangkap pon).<br />
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Next stop, Cattle Dairy Farm. it is very near to our stay. So it is so close to the mountain and can see all the black and white cow. But at this time Payo was a bit moody, so semua taknak.. ""I takut..I takut". When try to bring him near the cow. hehe..Lepas dapat ice cream baru mood okay sikit..terlompat-lompat balik.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Sebab ada pic kasut..cos I love it so much..and its a new shoes.hehehe</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Cow yg Si Payo dok " Ï takut..I takut"</td></tr>
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After than we stop at the Kundasang Memorial Park. I thought it was nothing here, until I saw the story behind it. I thought only few of Australia and Britain's army was died here. It was 2684, and only 8 survived! It happened when Japan take them as Prisoner of War and force them to walk for 256km from Ranau to Sandakan, that time there is no proper road side, it all just jungle and mountain. So all of them died except for 8 people. I think it should become a movie. Tragic really tragic.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Yup..posing sgt korang kan</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Okay Ammi selfie sensorang lg besh..</td></tr>
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Plan to go to Strawberry Garden, but since its off season, we cancel the plan. We went to Kinabalu Park, where all the adventures starts for the climbers. Hubby tried to bring the car as close as to the starting point. Kind a scary route, and we have not stop for pic since it was heavy rain but we stop at Kiau Gap View, some stop towards the starting point, which actually we can see Mount Kinabalu clearly and really close up if its sunny.<br />
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We went down, and went to Pekan Nabalu for some souvenir. Didn't get much souvenir, since I just realized I have left with few RM. But managed to get some t-shirts, key chains. Jadi lahhh..<br />
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But can see that Payo really enjoyed the stay there. He was a bit scared when he got into plane. Siap ajak balik.. dah sampai hotel.. lupa dah terus nak go home.. he he..<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-89717438323896454492016-09-23T00:55:00.000-07:002016-09-23T00:55:04.617-07:00Another mixed Update..Al Fatihah.. and Congrats to team Paralympian!These few days I am a bit emotional and tearing all the time..it is a mixture feelings of being sad, overwhelmed and grateful.<br />
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1. The lost of 1 of Respective Scholar of our time, TG Dato' Haji Haron Din. It is so felt since he is the most respected man, by his peers, friends, and opponent. He is one of the person who dedicated his life to see the unity of the ummah through his knowledge in Islam. He left us on Friday 16th September 2016 morning, due to his heart condition.<br />
May Allah forgive of all his sins, and may him rest in Peace.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Ya Allah, ampunilah dia, dan kasihanilah dia dan sejahterakanlah serta ampunilah dosa kesalahan dia</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">These goes to my Babah, my whole family, my close friend Hafyzan Md Yusof. May Allah forgive all their sins.</span><br />
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I was so sad, as sometimes I am thinking how its going to be for me, who are not doing so much of good deeds, who have more sins that anyone else. Will He ever forgive me?<br />
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2. It's about about Paralympic Athletes, who just won medal recently in Rio,Brazil. That guy Ridzuan Mohamed Puzi. Man.. he give me tears of joy. Today I heard him and other gang on the radio singing Gemuruh by Faizal Tahir, and I am all teary cause I can sense the sincerity in his voice. He is living prove that nothing is impossible. Same goes to other paralympian. They are just amazing.<br />
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And other thought I had in mind, Bless their Parents. I believed they are who they are today because of the endless love and support from their folks and closed one, who believed in them. And with special conditions they have, their parents will always have to put extra mile, and the fact that they prove it by winning the medal, its beyond words. Love themmmm!!!<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-12257135460098686822016-07-28T02:15:00.001-07:002016-07-28T02:15:28.189-07:00My mix feelings updatesSo many things happened to me this since this past few months, since my last update.. mix of great news.. lost of love ones.. and few other things that happened to me recently..<br />
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1. 1st the news that I have been waiting for all this while. That I am cleared from cancer! In fact yesterday is my 3rd follow up this year, and Alhamdullilahhhhh.. nothing changed so far.. Doctor just happy to see my progress.The fact that I recover well from the surgery...and survived the chemo period. (and I am still working). yeah.. you guys can refer to previous post. Shows how crazy it is. Allah has answered to my prayer. Its time for me to use my time well. Some people may feels that its not a big deal of what I have been through. So many things they said "Betul ke u ni sakit, nmpk sihat je" or the recent that I have got "ha..nampak sihat dah.. dulu dh mcm nak mati kan" I was like stunned and just say " I look like nak mati because I just had a chemo" . and move away.. Like what kind of remark is that. If you dont know what to say, don't say anything at all...like seriously. Arggh..forget about them..<br />
Now its time for me to really need to take care of my health, especially my weight now. Okay..dah sign up for gym for 1 month. see how the progress. Should blog it though.. to see what is my progress . Since Dr Azriff also are keen to know my journey of losing weight as well. This should be my next pledge. Within 3 months, I shall loose at least 10 kg for next 3 months. 3.5 kg per month? How is that sound? Wish me luck!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Yeah.. nak prove apa lg kan.. But seeing this beautiful soul besides me..now u know where i got my strength from</td></tr>
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2. Our family lost our Babah. Babah is my Stepdad, married to my mom and had 2 beautiful kids, my lil sis Nana n lil bro Mey. Along with my other siblings. He is basically playing big role in my life. He is being dad that I never had, so it is such a lost to all of us.. especially to Amalina or Nana, since she took care of hm ever since he fall sick.. It was great lost to me as well. Mainly because we are struggling the same battle. We both fall sick almost at the same time.. with cancer. It just that in his case, the time has come. Allah choose to end his pain, since it really is painful for him..since the cancer has spread to all over the body.. basically all his bone rapuh like a biscuit...He left us on 21st May 2016, on the Nisfu Syaaban day,, a week before the fasting month. We now always miss him, and I will recite al-fatihah everytime i remember him.. A lot of thing makes me remember him a lot..how is he there.. I will blog about him sometime.. Al fatihah to Bah.. Moga roh mu sentiasa di cucuri rahmat.<br />
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Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-3565122657426283542016-05-03T21:25:00.000-07:002016-05-25T21:27:26.148-07:00Journey to Middle East (Amman Jordan)It has been awhile I don't write anything here. I am so caught up with so many things. And the reason I am here now since I just recently came back from Amman Jordan for some Partner Conference, sent by my current Employer. So this thread is more about my journey to Jordan.<br />
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I think this year considered as my Middle East Travel year, since at first I was travelled to Makkah/Madinah and then now to Amman, Jordan. Oh! can count Dubai as well, since we have spent 6 hours for shopping at Dubai Airport. (he he).<br />
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My flight this time with new Emirates #A380, and you know how jakun am I to see the new flight and spacious seats. And the best part when I saw all the new list of movie. (Memang tak tidor malam lah)<br />
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My partner in crime is Yati, She has planned to get the guide for our visit in Jordan. And when we reached there, there was this guy already waited for us at the airport to bring us around. His name is Hakimi, and the first visit in his Itenary is to the Dead Sea. I just follow along and had this incident when we reached there. There was a police blocking, and while I took the scenery pic along the dead sea, I took these police pic with Peace sign and saying Cak! to them. Then, our tour guide told us the police followed us and can see from the rear window asking us to stop.Then asked "Someone take pic, I want to see" Oh s**t.. is it a crime now, taking police pic? Then he took my phone..scroll few times.. and delete the pic. He is friendly, which makes me feel better, and asked when I reached and asked about the pic I took. and then told us to enjoy our stay here. Adoih. macam-macam. Myself ni ada je kejadian.. he he<br />
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After dead sea, we went to Ashabul Kahfi Caves (Caves of the 7 sleepers) , and it is almost Zuhr. We take the chance to perform the prayer while waiting for the Caves entrance to be opened. It was amazing, to be there and to learn about the history that is mentioned in Al-Quran. It such a blessing to have the chance to view all this.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Shopping and selfie...</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">with Our Tour Guide..adik Hakimi..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Yeah..the Arab guy has the most fun here.. since we spend most of the money here..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Soo fresh..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Their cocktail juice... by the street.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Our place for next few days.</td></tr>
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Then our conference started. I have noticed a lot of things here about the culture and the people here. 1.They are such a beautiful people man,woman both. And the women wear make up all the time, like even their cleaner looks pretty and wear make up,<br />
2. They are modenized, similarly like Malaysia<br />
3. Their food is too salty. Every. single. thing. I just had enough with salt.<br />
4. They are friendly.<br />
5. The living cost is extremely high here. 1 jordanian dinar - almost RM 6!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Pose before the conference</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The representative from Malaysia</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Me in action!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Love this Pic..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The 2nd day Conference - the Lad is from Korea.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Some silly game during break time.. :)</td></tr>
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-867852590359662092016-02-28T19:11:00.002-08:002016-02-28T19:18:13.812-08:00My Umrah Story Part III- Journey to Makkah al MukarramahI am still trying my best to finish up the story of my Umrah Journey...caught up with works and stuff.. Plus my son is not that well... Well let us try to finish it this time..<br />
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According to schedule.. we will be going to Makkah on the Friday, which will be on the New Year itself! But don't have much excitement of New Year celebration here.. its just another Friday at Madinah. But the view.. Subhanallah ..Mashallah... We had to do Wida' /or last visit to the Masjid Nabawi/ Makam Rasullah. Like saying Goodbye to Rasullah and this beautiful place.. I was crying again, and hope that I have the chance to come again here..<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 12.8px;">This is Qubah to mark that Our Beloved Prophet is Resting In Peace here..<br />
I prayed and prayed coming back here again</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 12.8px;">Makam Baqi' from far..we can't really going there at this time..since everybody is busy setting up for Friday prayer. (Notice tak byk sedara Papa hahahaha)</td></tr>
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We prayed outside just to enjoy some magnificient view outside.. It was beautiful Friday afternoon, looks hot, but its soo windy outside.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 12.8px;">We manage to capture the scene "Bukak Payung"...</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 12.8px;">The view of Masjid Nabawi from far.. Masha Allah</td></tr>
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Then after Prayers, we back to hotel and ready to start our journey to Makkah!At this point we are in our Ihram,..<br />
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We reached hotel at 11pm, and after putting our bags, had some late dinner, we straight away head to Masjidil Haram. My heart beat so fast when I approach to Haram.. since this is my first time here! Never been this close to the Kaabah and having this magnificent view. Allah is the Great! My tears pouring again, and our first tawaf went smoothly, with big spaces!. I have the chance to close and touch and pray at Makam Ibrahim few times, and touch the Kaabah.Allahu.. I can't describe the feelings I had. We even manage to find spot in front of Multazam to pray.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 12.8px;">Bir Ali-This is where we start to niat Ihram here ..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 12.8px;">We reach Makkah at 12 pm.. makan2 letak bag..terus gerak ke Baitullah</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 12.8px;">Perasaan yg penuh debaran..tatkala melihat kawasan Baitullah dari luar..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="font-size: 12.8px;">Allahu..this is how Kaabah looks like..all this while tgk tv je.. Macam tak caya its depan mata..</td></tr>
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After finish our Tawaf.. We went for Saie.. Again..cried and cried since I remembered the story how Siti Hajar tried to find water/food for her son, runs around between Safa and Marwah..and cried when I read the Du'a .. I am embracing every single moment doing the Saie. Finished the Saie, you finished with Tahallul. (Cutting your hair a little bit, for man they will usually bold their head). In my case I don't have hair.. so just some shaving act.. which 1 arabic kids looked at me with his mouth wide open.. aaaa hahahahahhah...<br />
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When the whole process is finished, its almost Subuh..we stayed for Subuh..and went back to hotel. I can't feel my legs at that point...too much walking. after some rest, got the energy to go back again and doing your prayers there. The excitement of doing tawaf everyday, iktikaf inside the Masjidil haram, it such a beautiful things to do. You never feel bored. Every day I will have the chance to go different level, or side of the Masjidil Haram, just to feel the different.. And I felt happy all the time. Sometimes I don't even know where all the strength came from.. but I had all..with the good health..I managed to do 2nd Umrah.. which at first I don't even think about it, cause of my health or afraid don't have any energy to do it again. But He knows it all. Subhanallah.<br />
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We had the visit as well here, went to Jabbal Al Tsur, Jabbal Annur (Gua Hira') and JabbalArrahmah (where Adam and Hawa is believed to have their meeting here). Some funny stories, I have tried to climb the Hill..yess meee! haha..but just did it half way, coz suddenly feel ridicilous climbing with the Abaya..(selak sana sini) hahahahaha. And from the top took few pic and 1 Arabic lady asked to take photo of her as well. And suddenly I have became her official photographer with few weird pose(like praying pose, or climbing pose) from her. "for facebook", she said. I just play along, but passed the phone quickly when I have noticed it went far. haha..<br />
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All in all I had such a blast with my visit.. and I have noticed whatever you think or wish.. it immediately came true there.. like how I wish to have lontong, and butter chicken in Makkah.. and I had it.. Masha Allah.. I am not fancy of Arabic food that much.. and end up here too I don't really fancy to go to get any of Mandi or Khabsah here.. But when it come to sambal belacan,, lauk melayu.. my eyes all twinkling and bersinar.. hahahahaaha.. (dah lidah melayu tu nak buat mcm mana)<br />
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Every great thing will always come to end..which makes me feels so devastated.. the last day of our stay in Makkah.. We will need to do the tawaf wida' (to say Goodbye.. and wish that we will be back here). I am bringing mak.. (My brother's future mom in law with me). We are doing tawaf slowly.. and its so hearbreaking to say goodbye.. That time I just wish that we have the chance to be here again..all of us..the whole family..<br />
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As the bus is leaving the Makkah area.. our tears non-stop falling.. I am surely missing all this.. We reached Jeddah by 4pm.. and we had our Prayer at Masjid Terapung..(Masjid near by the sea).<br />
We had our rest..and view by the sea is so beautiful.<br />
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We reached Jeddah Airport by 6 something.. and the waiting and process takes some times. Our flight is at 11pm. The funny part, the airport officer asked us to queue to the waiting area, but there is flight before us where the passengers is still strungling to get in. The funny thing is.. it seems out of control that the officer can't do anything to dicipline these people. Believed me Malaysian people are more civilized and patience in terms of queueing and waiting. we give them chance to go first since their flight is about to go. The flight is at 9pm.. and the time was 9.30 and they are still queueing, some of them just reached. And the officer can't do anything.<br />
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Alhamdulillah its all went smoothly when it comes to our turn. My target to just sleep.. which is what has happened.. I slept all the time in the flight and only woke up when I am about to reach KL.<br />
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When I reached Malaysia.. for few nights I cried..coz I miss Makkah & Madinah so much.. I can't describe how I feel. But I miss Haram Land dearly.<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-61178398517461559552016-01-31T21:09:00.000-08:002016-01-31T21:09:00.760-08:00Sahil's 1st day at SchoolYes, it his first day at school today. Yeah, I registered him a bit late coz of I just back from my Umrah, and by the time I am back weeks has gone. So decided to enroll him on Feb.<div>
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The thing is.. he is so relax. I couldn't believe he is doing fine. I guess I am overreacted about how he will be in school.. Teacher said he cried a little, I think that when he feel restless or a bit scared of something. But the fact he is behaving so well shocked me. Never underestimate your child. They can be so independence at any point of time, and I really need to let go my Clingy Mom syndrome.</div>
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Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-29231228784834589912016-01-21T22:13:00.000-08:002016-01-21T22:25:45.330-08:00Umrah Story Part IISambungan from the previous post...<br />
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Some might says.."Ala.. awat yg tak caya dapat pergi Umrah pon.. ada duit pergi lah". Believe me.. its never about the money! You have all the money in the world, but when your heart is not there.... then it wont happen. Or you don't have much money, but your heart is dying to go there, Allah will give you the way! Which in this case that would be me. Thanks to my brother, and Ukhwah Firdausi Travel for this great opportunity!<br />
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It less than a month after my chemo, when I decided to go for Umrah. I don't want to tell my Doc, (takut dia tak berapa kasi I pergi..hi hi). This time my heart says I want it badly, and if anything happened to me, or anything related to my health, I live it to Allah. Mama kind a worried, but she is more excited to see me going.<br />
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On the day itself, I am still not fully recovered from my cough n flu. Amazingly, the moment I step in the Madinah Airport, I don't have any of it. And it continues until I came back. Basically I am perfectly healthy. I walked a lot (estimated 800 -1000 calories burned everyday), I did experience some back pain, or pain on legs after finished my Umrah(due to long walking distance), and some tiredness I had when I am fasting and doing tawaf at the same time. But it never stops me. Alhamdullilah. My heart keeps praying for the smoothness of everything, and He grants it!<br />
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Continue with our visit to Raudhah on the next day, I heard about Du'a in Raudhah, but can't imagine how its look like, or what should I do in Raudhah per say. So.. I am kind a just followed what our group is doing or directed. And with no understanding of where to go. (my earlier understanding on Raudhah is some place outside Masjid Nabawi like a beautiful garden - Since raudhah means heaven on earth or "taman syurga", later that I know it is another special prayer place in Masjid Nabawi)<br />
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It has such a big group of people going to Raudhah, from different countries. It seems they let go all this Middle East Group to go first, then the group from Malaysia and Indonesia. It is so crowded, with people pushing all over. I keep praying Rabbi Assir wala tu assir.. and it seems smooth to me. When we reached the Raudhah ( I don't know at that time we have reached). People seem to push each other to pray at this specific place,. I was standing there, and not quite understand what's going on. The group of Arabic lady praying and sitting there, and since so many groups of people, and some tends to push people around, I was so worried I might felt in this Arabic group.<br />
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Then the Ustazah of our group said, " okay we pray here!", And Datin Fiza told me "We need to pray on green carpet", I still don't understand why the green carpet? Later that we know, actually we are praying on it, and I realized that when I first sujud. And then I got to know if you are on the green carpet, its in Raudhah, and the most mustajab place for doa.<br />
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I was crying all out, and grateful with the opportunity I had at Raudhah.<br />
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I don't have really take much photo in the Raudhah, since need to be careful with the security lady and had been warned by Ustazah, and at that point of time, you just think about your prayer and non-stop Du'a.<br />
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After Raudhah, we went for shopping outside. And such a funny thing to do bargaining with those sellers. Sampai mengucap everytime we asked for rock bottom price. And everytime sees us.. Malaysia banyak bagus.. Gratis.. Actually they trying to say we are so generous or in other words, "Kaki Shopping"! hahaha...<br />
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It is another day in Madinah.. we went for visit to few places in Madinah, such as Masjid Quba' , the first Masjid that Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h built when he first came to Madinah. I had such amazing story here. I had lost from my group since I went to take wudhu'. And its full of people in the Masjid, and need to squeeze yourself in to find a place. And, people start pushing each other so bad that the Arab lady is screaming out loud. I just looked from far, and squeeze myself to other side easily, and the next thing I know I saw my group praying in 1 corner, with large space. I found them! I utilized every single moment to pray in there and sujud syukur. Also crying non-stop..The feeling of humbleness, amazement with His creation, and how I have enjoyed every single moment here. (yeah.. I have been crying a lot since I first step in here).<br />
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When we went out, the craziness starts again...pushing each other. Lucky for us, I have saw a Pakistani guy, to give me ways for me and my maks... and he and his friend block others and give us way..Alhamdulilah..<br />
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Then we went to Dates Farm, just to see how it is look like...<br />
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Next, we just passed by the Jabal Uhud, which is a bit upset, since the driver do not want to stop to Jabal Uhud, since we have lost a lot of time at the Dates Farm<br />
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And after that we went to some market to buy all this dates and nuts for our frens and family. (sorry no pic)<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-72172591682312789882016-01-14T21:52:00.001-08:002016-01-21T22:13:23.780-08:00My UMRAH Story Part 1Yes, I had just came back from umrah last Friday.<br />
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And this is not something that I have planned, and its all last minute decision. I have prayed to Allah all this while to give me chance to go to Holy Place one day, and I am still feel disbelief how its has been granted, so sudden, so smooth and dipermudahkan. Masha Allah.<br />
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When I have decided to follow my brother, (God bless him), its left around 10days to get myself prepared with the journey. I am so scared since I do not know much about Umrah and Hajj, what to do, what to bring? But from here I have left every single thing to Allah, let Him show me the way, and May everything is an ease on me. And I have not telling people, cause I still not too sure about Visa issue, and vaccine and everything. My visa is granted on 28th and I am flying on 29th. Macam tak caya.. tapi bila Allah dah hantar jemputan, segalanya mungkin.<br />
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Bermula lah perjalanan kami..<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My Kesayangan - yang si Sahil happy lak dia Ammi nk tinggalkan dia. (but actually he don't even cry at all)</td></tr>
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When I had my first Subuh prayer.. I still feel disbelief with what I have witnessed. In my heart I have said millions of Syukur for giving me the chance of being at this magnificient place. I can't tell how thankful I am. And can't describe the feelings I had, Amazed, Thrill, Excited, Scared, Thankful, Happy, and the experience I had is beyond of any place that I have been so far, nothing compared to this.<br />
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My 6th and last chemo happened on the 1st week of December..<br />
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I am sooo a excited, all the mixed feeling, to think that this will be my final nightmare. I just can't wait to end all this. Whoever has gone through chemo period, knows how nightmare it is the whole experience. And I am all dressed up to celebrate the fact that all this will be over soon!<br />
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But its never being easy for me. At this very last session, my nurse break the news that my red count is so low, and I am not enough of iron? So, they don't want to proceed the chemo, until my oncologist said so. I was soo worried, if they said they have to postpone it. And I don't want to prolong my agony of these chemo experience. "Please Allah", I prayed, with non-stop reciting 1 part of ayat "La Ila ha Illa anta, Subhanakailmi, Kumtum minazzolimin" (Ayat to recite when you are in trouble).<br />
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Then doctor said, just proceed, seems physically I look all well. They will just have to take extra pre -caution later. Alhamdulillah.<br />
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The next day, I went again for some celebration for cancer patients..But to me its more like to celebrate my final treatment. Glad to see some familiar faces. And hope there will be more celebration to go. InshaAllah<br />
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The effect of final chemo is worst this time. (I guess, since immune system already at 0 level, so it will just make everything extra worst). Numbness, body ache, vomiting(something I never experience before this),and numbness until I can't feel my face. (until now in fact). And don't talk about hairs. Every single possible hairs on my body are all gone. I don't even have eye lashes now, and have to wear specs, to cover all dust that came through my eyes. But I do feels my skin soft and smooth, like a baby. They said that;s also the effects of chemo. (the only 1 good effect I guess).<br />
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And few days after the chemo, my husband fall sick. He got fever, lost appetite, body aching. I can sense its more like dengue. Keep telling him to drink more water, and my making and effort to do the papaya leaves juice for him. And yet, he don't drink it. And its all wasted. Hu hu hu.<br />
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Its has been long cuti for Selangor people.. Due to Sultan's Birthday and Selangor won the Malaysia Cup, and yet my whole weekend spent with back and forth to hospital. hu hu hu.<br />
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And soon after that, I fall sick. I guess because of me spending my time more in hospital, and with all germs and bacteria.. and with no defense system in my body,, of course..huhu<br />
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My cough sounds so bad, that people look at me scary.. and I really hope can get all recovered before my trip. My trip to where? Insha Allah I will reveal to you soon,, if all goes smoothly with Allah permit.<br />
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Till then.. Illalliqaaaa''''( See you soon)<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-28400837986575481692015-11-29T21:18:00.001-08:002015-11-29T21:18:24.597-08:00My Chemo Diary - Part VIts my 5th cycle of chemo, and it has been quite hectic week for me.<br />
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First, the messed up schedule.<br />
I was not aware that my chemo schedule has been set a day earlier, until I saw the date on my appointment book. I have planned it well to have it days before Deepavali, so that I can have long break, and rest. Buuuuttt the nurse has messed up with the date, that cause me to have to reschedule the chemo, and apart from that whatever I have planned for my work all messed up. And to reduce the stress I had hubby suggested to go for short trip, just to makes me feels better. Hu hu..thanks hubby.<br />
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So I have to do it last Friday, with few days apart from my trip to Kemaman. Allahu.. I prayed for everything goes smoothly, hope nothing bad happened, The journey, the presentation and all. Alhamdulillah.. nasib baik all went well, apart from the scary hujan lebat.<br />
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On top of that, I have to pay in full for my previous chemo session, because of the changed of date I have requested previously. Duit terbang lagi! Hadoih.. Nasib boleh claim..<br />
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The side effects is still the same.. and so much of body aching, since I have to travel to Kemaman. I don't even have all the energy.. I am seriously pushing my body to the limit. Dengan si bujang kecik meragam pulak. Nampak kita semua tak kena. Nak manja..nak pujuk.. Dengan Omma dia je elok je.. haih la anak. He can be so much understanding, especially when I looked sick, but sometimes he can just be so much clingy too. This morning I have told him I have to go to work. His reply " Ammi, don't go to work, stay with me". I wish I can Sayang..huhu.. Ammi with all the sickness still work like crazy. I love working. It makes me content. But my energy level really goes down the drain. Hu Hu..Ya Allah...Permudahkan lah Segala Urusan<br />
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Another Sad note, my friend that I have mentioned earlier in my previous post. She passed away on my chemo day. It was very sad news, up to the level I cried to myself, and thinking if next is me, am I ready? I feel soo empty. I wanted to pay my last respect, but the chemo itself has taken a lot of me. I just can wish that Allah will grant her Jannah, and forgive all her sins. She is a great person to most people, and I believed she got her part to die in Husnul Khotimah. Insha Allah.<br />
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Another note.. happy birthday to my beloved sister, Nur Amalina. or my son called her Ana, Nana. May your life filled with happiness, and Barakah from Allah S.W.T. Love you so much Sis.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">You know I love you so much Na..no matter what</td></tr>
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-14460568514129477802015-10-28T02:10:00.002-07:002015-10-28T02:10:33.278-07:00Genap Setahun - Happy Anniversaries?If you go through my last year writing, It has been 1 year and 1 month when I 1st diagnosed with Cervical Cancer. Rasa macam mimpi je.<br />
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I remembered it was 29th September when the Doctor break the news to me. Now a year after, very much alive, with few treatments to go. Till date I have 2 rounds of chemo left. Can't wait to finish it.<br />
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And my only hope and wish that now everything will goes away. What I can do now despite of usaha and doa tanpa henti. And moga Allah perkenankan segala usahaku untuk sembuh. And tak sangka I have went this far. I am scared sometimes, to think how it will be for next year? Am I still gonna survive? Or how? Cause as you may aware, cancer cell can grow and spread very fast. When 1st diagnosed, I was confirmed with Stage 1b2, and when after 6 months, and when the recurrence started this April, suddenly it become 2b? And this is the desease that you can't tell, whether you will survive, or you will be okay, no doctor dare to say anything. They will see from time to time, and all is up to HIM.<br />
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Sometimes I just forgot, that I have these disease, seriously. And most people asked me, you look good or don't look that I have just had my chemo. To be frank, I am not trying to think about it so much. What I did that, I just go through it as another day of my life. Which sometimes you don't even remembered what has happened for the 36 years of your life. Like 1 of friend said, "1 step at the time".<br />
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And to people who just recently knows, sorry for not telling you guys. Since I also don't know how to break the news sometimes. Like "hey uols, long time didnt hear about you guys, and by the way I have cancer? Hu hu hu..<br />
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And to my dear friends and family out there, I am doing fine so far.. so do not worry too much. (And that is what I told my mom everytime she's feeling down looking at me. Usually people tends to get so emotional when I show my bald head. he he.. I'm doing fine guys.. really!<br />
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<br />When I am all recovered from the side effects, I am all around, jumping here and there. Not literally jumping, but meaning I became more active. Client meeting, working, shopping and updating blog.. :P , which I think my doc will just geleng kepala sometimes when he asked me for an update.<br />
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I do have my down time. Not all the time I can be positive. After all I am just a human. Tetap ada rasa kesedihan tu.. Especially when you heard 1 by 1 story of my group support, some can't make it, and ada juga yg recurrrence, after being confirmed that they are clear from the tumour, then suddenly it came back? How devastated to hear all this.<br />
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And to see my son wiping my tears when I am in pain, its unbearable. He is just 3 years old, and yet have to bear with me being sick. I am so sorry I couldn't take care of you Sayang, like other mom does. I will make it up to you, when I am all well.. Promise..<br />
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Tapi dia pon macam paham.,.. sangat menyenangkan hati..tantrum tu sometimes standard lah. But he always smile, sometimes randomly kiss me, or laugh with me on something. He saw hubby massage me sometimes, and he will do that too, with his small little finger. Macam betul je gaya, sometimes jadi lawak coz after that he will wipe his eyes with the balm he used to massage, after that melalak..hahahaahaha. Kadang tengah kesakitan, and cried, tapi tetiba dia mcm buat lawak tak pasti, terus tak jadi nangis. He keep me busy, without me having a chance to be sad. Really my penawar duka.. The video is him try to massage my feet.. hu hu<br />
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Through out the journey, I have experienced so many things, heard many survival stories, or not so survived part. People advise are coming all over, to ask me to try every single method So many of it, and somehow I believed in most of it, trust me. I take most of the advice, and the fact that I went to see some of the kampung doctor tells my level of desperation to just try anything. Tried soursop, alkaline water, all sorts of herbs, just to name it a few.<br />
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I do believed in good eating habit,healthy diet,and you are what you eat. Drinks a lots of water. Yes, but this is more on prevention. You think what you will do, when you already have a bad cells in your body? Slow healing process, or cut it, with doc advise of chemotherapy and radiation as per main stream method?<br />
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I have a friend who does not goes to doctor, since she tried to go for all sorts of alternatives, rather than to seek for conventional treatment. Now she is in paliative care (meaning she already at Stage 4, with chemo to just reduce her pain,with few months left). When she first found out, same stage like mine, which is Stage 2, and almost the same time as mine.<br />
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Some of the advice will ask you to ditch some mainstream method, and go with all the natural healing /homeopathy or any sort of treatment that don't involve any chemo or radiation.<br />
Do they want to bear any consequence, like what my friend has experienced now? She has to suffer of the pain of the tumor on her breast become bad, and docs can't do anything now, except to reduce her pain by giving some morphine or chemo to just give a bit of time. I wish if I knew it earlier, I can pujuk her to see the doctor. I feel so sad to hear about this.<br />
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I do believed we need to have both, hospital,and alternative. To support each other. Docs also don't stop you to take any extra measure, but not too much la.. Sampai nak operate secara batiniah. Haha... yang tu somehow till now I don't believed it.<br />
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So doakan kesihatan saya, and pray for to have more anniversaries too come, to celebrate. The fact that every prayer I asked Allah to give me Umur yg panjang, kesihatan yg lebih baik selepas ini, supaya I can get to take care of my Amanah(my son) from Allah S.W.T. Before I have him, I asked Allah for this Amanah,and he gave me, now what I asked is to have more time to jaga my Amanah dunia akhirat. sob sob</div>
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-59435444928674455792015-10-23T00:16:00.000-07:002015-10-23T00:21:40.266-07:00My Chemo Diary - Part IVToday is my 8th day after the last chemo session. 2 cycles to go. I forgot how it felt, since it quite long break, and now since past few days after the chemo, I am still a bit unwell.<br />
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First, until now I still experience diarrhea. It don't usually last till 7-8 days, but somehow it does this time. Worried whether this is due to the side effects, or it is related to the typhoid break that happened recently. But I don't have fever, diarrhea, stomach cram ,seram sejuk kata org tua2. And I have noticed my face become swollen and I lost more hair. With makes me look weird without the eyebrow. And I lost my hair on legs.. hair and even my eye lashes. It feels so weird. And I look like an alien. Luckily my tudung is covering my bald head. Last few nights my hubby touches my face and head.. like looking at me macam sedih kot.. tengok I have become like this. huhu<br />
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And since its the 4th time already, I guess the imune system has been wiped off, and I can be easily sick and hard to recover. I still feel weak till now, and lying down is such a blessed thing for me.<br />
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Luckily, I have my boss who really understand my situation. I don't feel good most of the time, and he keep telling me to go home if I don't feel well. Yeah, you not talking about common fever, or anything like that. Its chemotheraphy treatment okay. Which sometimes I also think from where all this strength come from?<br />
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I still have appetite, in fact I eat a lot. Which worries me also, since I need to lost weight. Gain weight for me it is not a healthy thing, since I am already overweight. The lots of appetite also can be due to the steroid that I am taking currently. Huhuhuhu<br />
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2 cycles to go.. and I will be free!!!<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-9831680961297268792015-10-07T00:56:00.001-07:002015-10-12T19:42:28.018-07:00Happy 3rd Birthday Son..Had nothing fancy this year, since Ammi a bit caught up with the treatment and have the plan to do all big this year, by the time nak buat.. time too short. So end up just treat family at the small cafe at the Space U8 called Desa Rasa, and bring you and your sisters and Acu Man to Amanville. Can see you had such a great time there. I guess the highlight is you playing non-stop there, and all your loves one are there for you.<br />
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Some of the pic that day..<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-31972506945337029572015-09-21T19:59:00.000-07:002015-10-18T19:27:34.132-07:00My Chemo Diary Part IIIIt's the 3rd cycle now, and yes,I am still in pain. I have 3 cycles to go. Which I wondered when it will finish? Like never ending story. Seriously its unbearable sometimes. There is time that I am quite fine, like the next day after chemo I can spend the time with my siblings at the mall, and I am okay with it. And there is time that I can't even walk properly. Like you have the numbness all over your body, and every time you try to take the step, it's just too painful. I thought that I understand my body well, but still.. Now also when trying to type something on the laptop also can be so much painful.<br />
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I always wondered, like last time I saw people went for chemotheraphy and most of them have to walk using sticks, and makes me wondered is it that bad? Now totally understand the feelings, its just that I feel a bit shy or maybe I think I am too cool to use it? blerrgh.. There is the time when I am sweating all over since I was pushing myself very hard to walk around the mall. I was at the mall looking for hubby's gift, and I felt like fainting already. hu hu hu<br />
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I have spent few days just at home, with my son accompany me. Pity him that he needs to be more independence at his young age. There is time I was fall asleep, and he just sat beside me doing his own thing. And sometimes, he tried to feed himself by climbing on the table, and grab the food on his own, and sit on the table quitely. Oh sayang Ammi, how much you have grown, and Ammi feel so bad not able to take care of you... I am so sorry Sayang.<br />
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During my recovery, manage to catch Payo doing his prayer.Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-41784793821316763172015-09-16T23:49:00.000-07:002015-09-16T23:49:00.300-07:00Letter to my Sahil Put PutIt has been a while I haven't write anything about you. I am so sorry Sayang.. I know my sickness took a lot of things from you.. the full attention the care that you should get. I am caught up with all this sickness and work but believed me, there is not one bit I am not thinking about you Sayang Ammi.<br />
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I am consistently thinking of you, should I send you to school, or what I get you for your birthday, or should you stay with Papa, or Aunty Mona, if Ammi can't take care of you., or where I should bring you when I feel a bit better. Every. Single. Time. Only think about you.<br />
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Now you are almost 3 years old. In 2 weeks time. Should we have some big party for you? I don't know Sayang. Really. My worries if I don't do big party, I don't even know if I got the chance to it for you next time. But in the meantime, my health is not that permitted for me just to do anything. That need to be considered too. Or just buy you some big expensive stuff? Like tricycle maybe? He he.<br />
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And I am so worried about you got caught up with tab/gadget, and sometimes Ammi had to be harsh on you. Don't be mad at Ammi.. Ammi just wants to make you see there are a lot of beautiful things outside, rather than the gadget. The good thing you learn a lot from gadget:. You learn colors, counting, ABC, all from there. You can sing a song, all from the children's rhyme on Youtube, You can even play sorting color yourself, which you learned from youtube. And smart enough to play all this games which I also wondered, how you know that button is for what? I am amazed sometimes. You know how to search 'Pocoyo', upin ipin or spiderman based on what? The history search? How do you know the exact pocoyo word?<br />
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The bad thing about this gadget is when you got too caught up with it and don't care with your environment. And its bad up to the level I have to feed you while you are watching youtube. Not good sayang.. not good.<br />
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And you have grown so much, become taller and taller. I guess it's from Papa's gene. But you are still very thin, and people always thought that I don't feed you a lot. The problem is, you hate MILK. The only milk that you want to have is the chocolate milk. And since you stop breastfeeding, your weight dropped. This gives me headache. I have to chase you around just to make sure you eat something at least. Ha ha. Yes, a lot of patience. But Ammi got to do what I have to do.<br />
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You have this habit sometimes when I closed the light and you started to climb on me and look at my face and kiss my forehead, or my cheek. I think just to be sure that I am asleep? Which makes me smile sometimes, and laughed too. Cause I try to hold myself from laughing at you. Another habit, you like to sing when before you go to sleep.. and sing until you fall asleep.<br />
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I always have you in my prayers. To have the opportunity to raise you to be a well being grown man, a great Moslem, with so much love to your Protector, your Prophet, and so much love & respect to your parents and family. I have asked for you before I had you. Now I asked Allah to give me the opportunity to be with you long enough. He is the Most Merciful, will always heard us, InshaAllah.<br />
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I will try to make you more independence, strong, grounded, and always grateful with what you have. So that when I am not around, you know how to survive in this world.<br />
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Me and Papa love you with all my heart, and no words can describe the love that we had for you, up to the level we named the company after you, Every single username, we put your name, even our wi-fi also is named after you. :D<br />
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So, remember this, every time you feeling down and sad, remember all the love that we had for you, all the good memories, and turn to Him whenever you feel down. Hope it will calm you a bit.<br />
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Love you so much..<br />
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-84450850623483310262015-09-04T00:56:00.000-07:002015-09-04T00:56:00.616-07:00My Chemo Diaries - Part II & Papa Birthday CelebrationAlhamdulillah, despite things that happened to me that made me have to postpone my chemotherapy for 2nd round, I had recovered well this time. I have very bad fever a day before the scheduled chemotherapy. And the next day, before the chemo start, they have to stop me from continuing the chemotheraphy, as my fever keeps coming back, and it's around 39-40 all on and off. A lot of chaos that weekend, rush to emergency, and Payo also not so well, diarrhea and vomiting, (and he vomits in the new car! and up to the level I have to hold his vomit with my hand). Kereta boleh cuci.. anak sakit? huhuhu.. I am so worried, with me myself not well, and him too. Oh ya..by the way, I am totally bald, like totally no hair. Its felt like so easily this time. Tarik je abis gugur.. And tak tahu lah bila nak tumbuh balik this time. Macam takde harapan nak ada rambut je..huhu<br />
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Now I feel that I understand well on my body, the reaction, and stuffs. Now I feel a bit in control. Or maybe the 1st time chemo, its a bit shocked and overwhelmed a bit, to have all this drugs destroying your good and bad cells. And I foresee that Allah never failed to answer our prayers. Seriously, some of the times that I can't take it, and he will grant you the wish. He makes me thinks of ways to made me understand my body better, and I am in control. And sometimes its out of hand cause you know you shouldn't take certain things, but still stubborn, and you've to deal lah with the consequence. I remember this words from friend of mine, who are in the same situation as mine. She said "Anura, masa ni awak mintaklah kat Allah what ever you wants, cause we are in a special state that ALLAH will listen to you, and grant your wish". I hold that words. And Alhamdullilah, I see all the blessing. Like being sick, but never feel so calm. I am more calm that how I used to. Tak rasa runsing, I take every single moment as a blessing in my life. And not to worries over small things.<br />
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Birthday Papa. Nothing much, some small celebration from me and Payo. Takde plan apa-apa pon. But turn out to be short and sweet. Buy hubby cake and gift, and we went for dinner at his new found favorite place. #sheeshmahal All in all, we are blessed, despite of all the challenges that we have been through. Doakan semoga kebahagiaan ini berterusan.. Inshallah.. Ameen<br />
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By the way, muka macam nampak sihat..but before that I was feeling so unwell.. Chemo effect buat hal sangat. I can't walk properly, sweating macam hape..and I took the time and take rest. Nasib okay.. (But Papa punya pasal..tahan je lah).<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Dah lama x tangkap pic berduaan..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Love you guys..<br /></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Cheeky!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Sedap sgt..<br /></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Happy Birthday Papa</td></tr>
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<br />Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-72204318917098770772015-08-14T00:46:00.000-07:002015-08-14T00:46:03.446-07:00Feeling BetterPhysically I am getting better. Whatever I had last week somehow all gone..except that tingling feeling on the nerves on my fingers and feet. And I did felt the numbness on my face sometimes. But apart from that, I am all well. Syukur alhamdulillah.
Oh forgot.. apart from that, I start to loose hair as well. Thinking to bald my head again, before the hair fall become worst. huhuhu
On the work matters, getting things slowly here. I mean, nothing much that I can do for now, except to understand the product offerings and all. Nak jumpa customer but x paham product pon susah jugak kan.. hi hi
Yesterday I had experience to be stucked in the jam for 2 freaking hours! Nak keluar dari parking pon took me 1/2 hours. Gila sungguh! And people become so mean when they are stressed about jam. Accident because of semua pakat-pakat degil. Lawak la.. and menyusahkan orang lagi. Just one of you need to give up.. ni tak.. sama-sama nak menyesak masuk lane.. then boom! accident.
I hope that I don't get stressed out a lot, coz seriously it is not good for my recovery. I can sense if I am stressed out, if I can feel my nerves on forehead, or eyes twitching, or pain on the shoulder. Which I had all that with my previous company.
Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-61183373603108094492015-08-06T23:44:00.005-07:002015-08-06T23:56:20.705-07:00My chemo diaries - Part 1I have to keep this, on the side effects of the chemotheraphy. Need to keep track on this, just in case.I need to understand how my body works on coping with the side effects of the chemotherapy.
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Overall, it's a painful experience. To think of it. Up to the level I asked Allah to have mercy on me..As sometimes the pain is too much. Feels like dying.I will feel a bit better in the morning, and had all that painful effects later in the evening, and will continue till night. I thought the operation pain is worst, but this is beyond everything. Just imagine you have all the effects at the same times, nausea, sweating, diarrhea, fatigue, nerve pain, joint pain and the best you can do is to eat pain killer or try to sleep. And make it worst when you still working after taking your chemo. You try as much as you can to be normal.. but your body just can't take it sometimes. Few times I felt when tried to walk slowly to the surau, and try to grasp my breath.
I thought I will be strong this time, since this is not the first time I had the chemo done. But woo.. it is not. Its too much to take. I asked Allah to put ease on it. Please Allah..make me strong. I am almost give up on my work few days back..and to the level that I asked Allah to take me pls. Tak tahan sangat. But after I cried, and asked for forgiveness, I felt a bit better.
After you being sick, you appreciate all small things that you never think of before. Macam nikmat untuk berjalan macam biasa, nikmat tidor tanpa rasa sakit, Allah betapa kita terlepas pandang benda sekecil ini.. Ampuni aku Ya Allah
<blockquote></blockquote>Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-32549627704710712172015-08-04T23:08:00.000-07:002015-08-04T23:08:06.791-07:00Battling with Big C- Part 4<div>
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Went to see few doctors to re-assure what will be next. First, Dato Dr.Siva from UM Specialist. Very soft spoken fellow, and listened to me carefully. By the way I was confused with the UM Specialist and PPUM as I thought there from the same building area. (UM Specialist is in the University Malaya anyway, behind the PJ guard entrance).</div>
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He can't give any answer at that point of time, and asked me to come over a day after. Meanwhile in the evening, I have set to meet up with another Dr. in PCMC, Dato Dr Aziz Yahya. Another well known specialist, in this field. Explained to him the chronology, and based on the report, he did mentioned its not going to be an easy task. But we will still try to work on it. And he listed down all the possibilities that can goes wrong.</div>
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Dr Siva has came back with similar answer with Dr Tan, its difficult to do it for me. Can't really see the chances its will not come back. 2. risk as I had chemoradiation last time. 3. I am overweight, so chances of recurrence is high.</div>
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13th June</div>
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Went for some alternative treatment, just to try out something else rather than doc's practice. We went next day (Sunday) and by 10 am already full of people who came around Malaysia. So, many of them, with so many type of deseases. And luckily without the no. I managed to get the slot from him, and experience how it works. He asked me to lie down and press my uterus like nobody business. I was screaming out loud, and then he tried to take out the so called tumour using his hand (invisibily). And said "OK dah takde dah ni, cyst ni. I was a bit confused, since I explained to him it was cancer, not just some cyst. He said " Can check /scan if don't believed.</div>
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Straight after the session, we went back to KL and arrange for another MRI scan. And the result? It is still there with extra 1cm growth, and now spread to other lymph nodes. What the.."That's it, we will just go with the surgery", husband said.</div>
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The waiting moment before the surgery was scary as ever. I can't sleep, thinking what will be the worst could happen to me. And I just pray and pray and pray things will go smoothly. Worst com to worst, I wil die in month of barakah (Ramadhan month). Hu hu..</div>
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20th June.</div>
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The time has come. I am pyhsically well. But emotion all ups and down, and trying hard to calm myself. The whole process took like 6 hours, and woke up at 8pm, with all the dizziness, and uncomfortable feeling. I had this morphine to reduce any pain I had. And next few days still lying on the bed. </div>
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The whole process of recovery is according to the plan. Started walking, taking shower, and took liquid stuff. In away, all went well.</div>
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Counting days to go home. </div>
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1 thing I am glad, is to have my husband,family and friends all around me. Only Allah could repay their goodness and prayers. </div>
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Some of the time during hospitalization..<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Still control macho..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Schoolmates.. tq sgt korang..muahx</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Rainreenrarah.. Missed the Makreen n Zahrain pic..dah leka menyembang..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Got playroom near by the ward.. Everytime visit Ammi sick nak pegi "ABC"</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My supermom..accompany me during buka puasa with KLCC view..(mcm la anak dia puasa)..but still wants to be there for me..Love u so much ma..</td></tr>
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Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-53607762959813180822015-08-04T19:17:00.000-07:002015-08-04T19:19:08.654-07:00That Scary feeling<br />
Wow.. berabuk my blog... its has been awhile.. and so many things had happen to me.. First, I thought that 2015 will be a better year to me.... but I am still been tested with so many things in my life.<br />
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This happened in May 2015 btw..<br />
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With my recent termination with my company, with the so called RRP program they announced. Kind a expecting it,since my MC record was not so good, with all the hospitalization and stuff. Even they said nothing to do with my illness. But hey, come on, I have tried to put my self in their shoes. Company is not doing good with so many losses reported, and you need to get rid of people. Who will be the best bet? With me which will be mc's most of the time, and with no good account?(as what they refer?) or some fresh grads that they can pushes their asses to do most of the work, without any issue.<br />
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Yeah.. you know the answer.<br />
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Well, that is not my worst nightmare yet. Since, its feels like holiday, and I have got the payment for next 6 months in hand. The worst thing had just happened to me last week.<br />
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I had to do this MRI again, after last appointment with my Dr. azriff, on my latest progress on my tumor. Last time its has been static, with 1.9cm (almost 2) size of the tumor. After 1 and half month of not doing much, except for going to Darul syifa and drinking some alkaline water, my tumor has been increased to 3 cm now. It some how shows some progression on the tumor, with the possibility of the new spread on my left lymph nodes.<br />
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I was okay when Dr Azriff told me that, even its a bit hard to take, no doubt a surgery is required this time. And already get my mental ready for it. Then I went to Dr Tan at SJMC, which I have already plan to tell him, "okay doc let do it! Lets remove the uterus!Then another shocked thing happened. He did not want to do it, 1. Not so good margin as he said. 2. It will be more complex than before. 3. It will effect my bladder and I may not urine as usual?<br />
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He suggested to do chemotherapy instead, with no assurance if the tumor will be gone. I was burst in tears after came out from the SJMC, and I know my hubby is devastated as well. Can see from the way he wants to barge in to doc Azrif clinic straight away. Hu hu..<br />
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End May 2015,<br />
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Tried to go for short break,, and nothing beats the feeling of seeing this 1 guy so enjoying his road trip.<br />
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Its already 2015, and for the past 1 and half month so many things had happened, me only dok malas nak update. Being busy with the treatment and melayan anak. The thing is everytime I have the niat to update my blog.. everytime ada je la activity, which most of it is sleeping (after the treatment effect kot..hihi)<br />
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<br />Anyways, my hope for this year, to be filled with good and great things ahead. Eventhough with my current conditions, and also my dad's health condition as well, I feel positive. Put aside all of your problem, think about what will be next. And redha with the things that come to you, good or bad.<br />
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My next vision is to see my son grows well, and to nourish him with full of love. Make sure that I am always there for him. Boleh rasa yang si kecik sorang ni sangat mama's boy. Everything Ammi... tidor pon bawah ketiak Ammi.Sometimes I will just think, now every single thing is Ammi, when he grown up later, forgot everything about Ammi (I hope not). Memang penat to think of it how clingy of him.. especially when the last 2 weeks of MCs. With the tantrum nya, only Allah knows, how tiring it is.<br />
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I was crying at 1 point, during my outing with him, just because he was screaming out loud at the restaurant, and wiping the floor. But 1 thing for sure, after I practice to recite the surah Taha to him every night, his tantrum all gone. More calm and relax, with the help of the ustaz as well. Alhamdulillah.<br />
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But whatever it is I will Pray hard and the best for our family. May Allah ease the burden that I have carried. Insyallah.Ammi Sahilhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17474479348997152967noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1930933361959234586.post-12080922509440046902014-12-12T23:10:00.000-08:002015-08-04T23:12:51.455-07:00Battling with Big C - Part 3Baru ada masa sikit nak bercerita about my experience during the treatment.<br />
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28th October<br />
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Day after the operation. Alhamdullilah everything went well. I am so scared, never been into this deep sleep before. When I woke up, a bit weak, but slowly recovered. Just noticed there are few holes on my tummy.<br />
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29th October.<br />
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Out from Hospital<br />
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03rd November 2014- 30th November<br />
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My 1st radiotherapy session. At first I dunno what to expect. With the big machine awaits. But then it just some painless procedure. with the machine goes around you. Good thing about PCMC, during the session they will put on the Al Quran recitation, if you are muslim, or if others, they will put all this soothing sounds during the session.<br />
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05th November 2014, and every Wednesday. (till 01st December)<br />
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Had my 1st chemo. My fear is more towards when they want to set up an IV drip on your hand. Bab cucuk2 tu.. But then after a while.. you just being pasrah. Macam cucuk la apa-apa yang nak dicucuk.. But I can't watch still...Then you have to wait for the IV drip to finish.. Then they give you the drug or Cisplatin in my case. Dalam keadaan redha la all the time. Masa 1st masuk, a bit sakit.. not use too kot..<br />
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And alhamdulillah from 1st chemo till the end. Semua berjalan lancar. I dont't experience any nausea, or vomitting, or any severe side effects. Just hair loss and mulut taste like metal.. And I don't lose weight. (stress gak..igt sakit-sakit ni boleh la turun sikit berat tu..hehe).. But then, maybe because of the steroid that I took. Part of side effects of steroid, memang akan menggemuk. In my case, langsung tak turun.. huhuhuhu<br />
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02nd till 20th December<br />
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Started my Brachiteraphy session. The scariest part, still the jarum part. Especially part diorg nk cocok kt spine tu.. Punya la berdebar.. sampai terdiam. I have told nurse, if I diam je tu, meaning tgh takut sangat la kot.. They are so baik with me.. keep asking me to calm down. The anesthetic Doc keep telling me why la I so takut. I can't even think of it, tremble.<br />
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20th December<br />
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I went for the patient celebration in PCMC. In away it is kind a my celebration of my treatment completion. Rasa cam lega. To think of how nice they are, from the doctor, nurses, the radiotherapist, and etc. Serious, one in million experience that I can't forget. Especially my Doc, Dr. Azriff who really kind and warm, and doing his great job to treat me,. To the nurses, Sis Rahimah, Sis Zuraidah, Yap and few others, who are doing their job greatly, and to the Radiotherapist, Lia and Mr Kannan, yg sgt friendly and warm. I am so glad with this group of people yang sentiasa memberi 100% support that you need in the time like this.<br />
Thank you soooo much!<br />
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Some of the pic during the patient celebration day..<br />
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Month of October 2014..<br />
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So busy with the work and family, and forgot about my illness. After the big submission on my Pos Tender, and mean time went for few visit to different specialist. At that moment still have not sure to which specialist, or which medical centre that I should go to. It is more asking people around, but most give a specialist for O&G specialist. I need an opinion from cancer expert as well (dunno the term oncologist yet).<br />
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Then decided to google around, saw the list of good medical centre, such as pantai, pcmc, and as well as sdmc (even I am now like 50-50 with them). Then dunno why, I have decided to try Prince Court, from a feedback of a friend, they are like so good. So, okay let me see google. Then it was kind a short notice, I have googled the name and contact, and straight away email them for Saturday appointment, (it was Friday that time). Luckily they have slot for me. Alhamdulillah. And I have set to meet up with Dr. Azriff.<br />
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The meeting went well, with more details about the things that I have been dealing with. Its pretty much gives me more understanding, and in fact he gave me some readings after the meet up for me to read through what is Cervical Cancer it is all about, with the promise to connect me with 1 patient with similar situation.<br />
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He gives different opinion on what sort of treatment that I should go through. No surgery, but with Radioatherapy, Chemotheraphy, and Brachitherapy. He said, even with the surgery, it wont be able to save my uterus anymore, since the tumour is quite big. If the operation, the choice will be to remove the uterus. I am still devastated when I hear this at first. So which ever option I have chose, it wont be able to save my uterus anymore, and wont be able to have more baby. I know hubby was devastated as well.<br />
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We went back with so many things inside my head. In the mean time, I have set the appointment with Dr Hamid Arshat as well, for another opinion. At the mean time, I have told Dr Azriff to give me sometimes to think about this.<br />
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15th Oct 2014<br />
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Meeting with Dato' Dr Hamid Arshat. Today Emi, good friend of mine, and my insurance agent, accompany me for the appointment. I am hoping that Dr Hamid can give some hope on this. My concern is to save my uterus as much as I wanted to..but.. it just so sad to think that I wont be able to conceive again. When he go through my MRI result, and other result, his response to go with what Dr Azriff suggested. No need operation. As the operation is to remove, and it wont be able to save my uterus. And with state of the art technology, no need to go through the surgery pain, he said. So there it goes. from an expert himself. But he suggested to go to Beacon Hospital, since his friend is running the hospital, and they have the best facilities.<br />
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Then we went to SDMC, while waiting Emi to settle her things, I am keep searching an info on the best facilities on cancer treatment. I just got to know about Beacon from the Dr Hamid, and plan to check it out. Went there with Emi, and found out it is quite expensive compared to other hospital. On top of that, my insurance, co. and personal, does not cover there.<br />
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18th October<br />
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My RT planning and simulation begins, This after decided to go with Dr Azriff, as I felt that I have got the support I need from him, and after few opinions from people, like hubby, and few ex-patients.<br />
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21st Oct,<br />
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Did Pet -Scan, as Dr Azriff don't feel at ease when the MRI report earlier, mentioned there is some possibility of my Lymph nodes may have the cancer cell as well.<br />
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27th October<br />
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I had decided to do move my ovaries aside, to sure that during my Radiotheraphy session it won't effected the ovaries, at least to less down my menopause effect. Hope it works.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My beautiful view..penat sgt..</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">View from my Hotel eh... my Room..mmg rasa mcm dok hotel.. hehe</td></tr>
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