#OOTD

Recently we had this #OOTD moment.. where by everybody in my circle suddenly feeling soo excited of what they are wearing daily... Its started with my friend mak Reen and mak Yan, which showed few pic of theirs #OOTD and they look super great...

See what I mean.. cun kan..

Fabs!

Mak Yan looks great on her first day at new place

And when looking to all friends.. suddenly feeling so inspired of doing the #OOTD my self.. and see what happen

Selipar tak boleh blah okay..



My 2nd attempt for the #OOTD

Not Bad..tapi muka ada kejut skit.. kaka..

Yeah.. clearly need more practice.. and also new wardrobe! Kesian.. I don't have a lot of baju/bags/accessories to do the OOTD with.. huhuhu...

Ok lah ciao bella..

Muahx..

Happy 13 months my Lil' Sahil

Wow dah 13 months! How times flies so fast..

I still remember at this very moment last year I am still under confinement with tiny little creature on our hand. And used to remember his loudly cries (and it is still loud till now).. Waking up in the middle of the night.. Meragam... Used to  remember Papa  swing him with  only 1 hand...siang tidooo je..

And sekarang...

He is sooooooo cheekyyy.. whenever he sees you if you smile back at him.. he will give you the big grin.. Ngeeeeeee.. which we will melt to see him like that..then whenever he sees people..he will wave to them..and bye bye to them adoih hai..

His latest progress at 13 months :

1. Walking..now love to walk around house.. or outside.. pantang lepas..laju je lari.
2. Talking.. his Papa noticed he have 3 diffrent ways to show his emotion. Like "lelelele"? more like asking question.. appaa appaa ..appaaa.. explaining things.. if want to show anger... he will squeaking a bit to show his unsatisfied mood.
3. Tet.. every single animal he sees he called them Tet(cat).  And cute babies too. (I think maybe he thinks cat/tet means cute little thingy).. hahaha
4. Playing peekaboo. He likes to do "aumm cak" and laugh at us..
5. Salam gesture..siap cium tangan ..
6. Dah berat.. tapi body takde la nmpk bam bam..tapi bila dukung.. mak ai..
7. Follow orders - this one we just found recently. Papa asked him to take the wallet. And he manage to understand it, and bring to Papa. Of course along the way he will selongkar dulu.. kikiki..
8. Cumi/Kiss Now if you said Cumi with pouty mouth, he will come and kiss you.. (but selected people only) hehehe

What ever it is Sayang.. Ammi and Papa always proud of you no matter what.

Seee.. suka benor tunjuk his big grin.. 

Few months back..

Coming Soon.. to Alam Budiman

Its has been really hectic week.. Especially in this month. With so many projects in mind. My standard day work itself pun dah sangat busy. Now di tambah lak dengan project nak bukak the pc shop nya.. Nak masak and santai2 weekend pon dah tak sempat..ada je halnya..

Since these few weeks we have to do a lot of things.. mencari barang nya.. dengan nak set up kedai nya. So why pc/laptop & accessories selling and repairing? Coz that is our forte. Me and hubby has been involved in the IT related for quite sometimes, like before this we had some partnership in Low Yat, but the competition is too high, and the partnership is not really helping. So, we had decided to pull out from there, and started new, With our own name. We won't regret for the money we spent there, its more towards gaining experience, which is so useful to us now, in setting this new shop.

Since we had a lots of contacts from the Low Yat, so the setting part is not so hard I guess. Alhamdulilah things look smoothly. Now the next step to really starting the business and promote it to people. A bit drawback is the location. Which why I have to think ways of promoting it. Insya Allah.. We will strive for the best. 

We pray day and night, may this journey goes smoothly, and with the wish of providing halal rizq for our family. Actually my other wish to menyenangkan my whole family, esp my mom  yg susah payah bersama we ols... Same goes to hubby's family.. Wish that one day we can bring them here, and let them have the feeling of happiness to be with their son. 

October.. what a busy month!

Dah nak end of October, what a busy month for me! Nak update pasal birthday my baby pun tak sempat.. With work and with the shop that about to open in 10 days time... with Raya and stuff.. and dalam kesibukan tu dapat pula berita pemergian my Anjang. Arwah Zainab Haji Shamsudin,(al Fatihah to her)..


Update skit on my Payo's Bday Party and House Warming, it was simple and sweet.

We started our kenduri with Qasidah and doa kesyukuran from my sis's frens punya group....

Adik-adik berqasidah..

Minion Cookies! Comel sangat kan? 

Sayang nak ngap.. tq to naziha @nksbakingwithlove 

Rainbow cake from K As... tq sangat-sangat..

Rainbow Cake by my dearest fren Emi.. can order from her ..

The Sweet Treats Station..

Birthday Boy n Kak Dhiya (My kesayangan...)

K Dhiya smpt possing..

He was laughing  when we sang him the song.. excited

Long time bff

Cake Cutting Time... terkezut tak Papa Sahil dah botak.. hehehe

Long time bff.. kayla n mummy yg dtg jauh from US.. tak sempat nak playdate with Kayla..huhu

Basically it was fun and sweet thing ... my only regret.. tak dapat nk take pic with my siblings yg sgt bertungkus lumus for the majlis... HUHUHU..

Later nak hapdate on the new shop that we are currently working on... which really hope this will be the start for us.. Doakan semua nya berjalan lancar.. Ameen..

Letter to Anak Bujang Ku..03/09/2013

Assalamulaikum Sayang Ammi ...

Today you are turning 1 year old.. oh sayang.. time runs so fast. I wish if we can have some stop button. So that I can have more time just look at you while you asleep and cumi (kiss) you like crazy.. And all the memory still fresh in our mind.. Like how Ammi heard your cry for the first time... and how tiny you are that time.. How we' ve through all the hardship and heard you a bit unstable ..that I wish to Allah to save you... and give me and the whole family a chance to love, nurture you with all our heart.


Sahil..

You are our precious,  our gem, kasih sayang cinta Ammi and Papa. Ammi might not be the best mom in the world, but I have always wish and strive to provide the best to you, apa yang Ammi and Papa termampu. Ammi always with work, but whenever I had time with you, I tried my best to spend the best of it with you.

Just to see you giggle and do that smiling cheeky face, Ammi tenang dah. With all our heart, kasih sayang Ammi that Ammi can't even imagine that Ammi could love someone that much. More than myself. My wish to see you grow up as a man with great values. Love your Allah, and Rasul..  and everything will come to your way Sayang.

To tell you the true..  Allah give me hidayah through you.. I want to be a better person, to serve Allah, when I sees you. And our journey is still far Sayang. I always pray to Allah to provide us the chance to raise you as a man with great values.

Sahil..

You are blessed by surrounding, with all these people who loves you so much.. Remember that. Respect them truly. Especially, Omma..who troubling herself to be part of your life.And to your uncles and aunties, tok bah and kak dhiya. Who always there to be part of your life. They loves you unconditionally.

To your other side of family. They haven't got the chance to see you.. but InsyaAllah one day. They will adore you, my sayang... InsyaAllah..

Doa Ammi, semoga anak ammi menjadi anak yang baik, soleh.. dan Ammi akan berusaha untuk mendidik anak Ammi.. itu janji Ammi ...

Okay Sayang,

Hope you have fun later on this coming Saturday. We plan to have a small party for you. Just to show our gratitude and kesyukuran sangat for all this blessing.

Don't get Sugar Rush.. penat Ammi nanti.. Well what the heck.. once a year je pun Ammi allow you to have all you can eat candy buffet.. hahahahaha..

Sayang dia sangat-sangat

Ammi Ji.

Stay cheeky like this okay sayang? hehehe

My cheeky 1 year old baby..

If I had a girl.. my daughter may look like this..hehe.. 

Stress

Salam Jumuah semua,

Everybody lately talk about stress.. Stress here.. stress there.. Main game pon kadang-kadang boleh jadi stress.. when you stucked at the same level for weeks playing Candy Crush.. hahahaha


And dun get me started with work stress.. Which is always high for me... but still manageable. Especially when tetiba boss besau tetiba je datang pms marah pada isu yang belum pun wujud, tapi dah stress pikir problem yang bakal datang. Menang project pon salah, tak menang pon salah. Camno tu? So mak ni tak pasal-pasal kena tempias.. Biasalah.. boss always have to think ahead.. Tapi benda tak de isu apa lagi kot..

Tapi nasib la aku ni jenis bengang tu satu hari je.. Esok dah okay. Memang dah perangai memang tak simpan grudge lama-lama. Sebab memang rasa tak healthy. Orang yang pendendam ni, hati dia tak bersih.. Betul tak? And luaran pon boleh terlihat. Masam kecut je.. hahahahahaha.. So now you know how I maintained my youthness? (blweekk) . Tak simpan dendam..hati suci bersih.. (kakaka.. suci la sangat)

Personal Stress.. still manageable.. selalu my personal stress will always related to financial, and other petty things..... Nak - nak jenis kita yang makan gaji, rasa tak cukup jeee...and kalu hilang pertimbangan.. financial stress can lead to other things jugak, if you are not careful. Especially when you start comparing, and complaint. I tried my best to control on that part, tapi sometimes you are just human being. Looking at other people, will make you have the tendency to compare.. and bila rasa kurang.. mula lah complaint. hu hu hu.. And 1 of  my bad habit.. I will start to take on people.. which usually I will start membebel.. and in this case the victim will be hubby.. tapi dia tu layan kan je lah.. He tried his best. Can see that..Macam tetiba marah kan dia pasal misplace my stuff.. tapi end up the stuff is in my handbag..Nampak sangat la aku la tu  yang meletaknya.. Then kadang- kadang nak balik tu dah datang niat nak membebel kat dia if let say dia lupa nk buang sampah ke.. then tetiba balik tgk sampah dah berbuang, pinggan dah clear.. rumah dh berkemas.. terus feel bad.... adoih hai..

Anyways.. a lot of ways to handle the stress my way...
1. membebel (which tak mendatang kan faedah sangat). Lagi make thing worst sometimes
2. Tak simpan dalam hati.. when u stressed out with people/problem.. Then you senang nak memaafkan..
3. Look at your beloved face with full of love.. (In this case.. will be my son.. and hubby sometimes)..
4. Pray to tenang kan hati.. and baca al-Quran..


Maybe if you guys have better way to handle it can share with me perhaps..


Ciao Bella..

MasyAllah

MasyaAllah (Praised to Allah)...

When we usually used the word MasyaAllah? I have noticed in the Malay Culture, we tend to use MasyaAllah when we heard some horrific/terrible things? Why is that ya? Selalu tak korang dengar bila anything bad happened.. u will hear someone said Masyaaaaaaaa Allaaaaaah.. sambilI geleng-geleng kepala.

I believed that is totally not right. What I have learned  the word Masya Allah, should be used whenever we want to praise someone,or something that so beautiful, so awesome, or anything beyond words lah. Sebab all these kecantikan, kebijakan dan all the awesome things are not from us.. but from Allah S.W.T. Example, when we sees baby yang super cute and super bijak.. We should said Masya Allah, sebab semua itu datang daripadaNya.

I have learned to use the word Masya Allah a lot from hubby,whenever he felt super kagum.. (haha)..  and since we have our baby. His daily mantra "Masya Allah.. these baby is bla bla bla.." "MasyaAllah our son is bla bla bla.. " And when nowadays when I went for kulliyah,or youtube video, from Ustaz like Yahya Adel Ibrahim, or Nouman Ali Khan for example, whenever they want to praise something, they will always said Masya Allah..

So, I will always used these word to remind me of His Greatness, Insya Allah.