Special Dedication..

I have been wanting to create this entry since last week, but too busy with my work plus tender submission is coming.


For those who involved with getting project , gov or glc, u guys will knows the horror of tender preparation. Nak-nak if dah tinggal berapa hari je lagi to the submission date.


Okay, tutup story pasal tender submission, the main reason I want to have this entry, coz I really want to dedicate to the person that I missed the most, arwah Hafyzan Yusoff. (may him rest in peace) . Nak jadi cerita arwah nya birthday plak jatuh on th 18th Sept, so dalam busy2 tu, sempat la dedicate kan few surah untuk beliau.


Seriously, I do miss him...setiap malam teringat kan kat dia.. of coz apart from my loving husband. At least I know my husband is still there for me. Tapi dia? Dia dah terus pergi meninggal kan aku..his best friend. Kadang-kadang terpikir how is he there in alam barzakh. Tengah kena soal ke dia? adakah dia tenang? Sampai ke situ aku terpikir. Astagfirullah.. Tah la.. aku betul2 rasa kehilangan.


Takde dah msg2 yang mengacau tanya buat apa.. Takde dah mengeteh/sushi /papa rich session. Aku sedih sangat. one of our lepak session kitorang pernah cerita pasal mati, tp aku ingat lagi betapa dia tak sukanya aku bercerita pasal death. Reason being bercerita pasal mati tu sebab before that our friend time study just passed away. And tiba-tiba next 2 years dia laks menyusul. Hu hu hu hu


Satu je aku rasa puas bila ingat2 balik apa contribution kecil aku. At least aku paksa gak dia amik insuran in case jadi apa2. Aku puas at least aku berjaya gak memaksa dia yg smtimes agak degil tu.. hu hu hu... aku sayang kat kawan aku ni. For those out there mesti ingat sayang lebey2 laks dia nih. Tapi sayang seorang sahabat, for me tak salah. Sayang seorang sahabat yang pernah merasai suka duka bersama.. And we never knew we can long last till his last breath. :(


Di kesempatan ni.. Sesiapa saja yang membaca entri ni, hope you guys can  sedekah kan sedikit fatihah buat arwah, dan juga kepada mereka yang telah pergi meninggalkan kita. Semoga roh mereka di sisi orang-orang yang beriman... amin.. :'(