Throwing Tantrum

Yeah...

Yesterday my son giving such a tantrum to the whole family.. from his omma (my mom), his aunt and me..
Its started when he don't want to take milk using bottle (yeah.. 2 days in a row natural feed) so he being so cranky when mom try to feed him.. struggle sungguh.. I noticed this happened every Monday. (as my friend said, my baby also got Monday Blues)

Then when my sis in law came and try to have play time with him.. things became worst.. until the time I came back from work.. then only he quite for little while. Then when we were at home.. he started again.. he screamed his lungs out (which I thing just recently he got that) ..and scream and scream out loud. At that time I just recite anything inside my mind, like al-fatihah and few surah..to calm him, and to calm me also.
Then slowly he became a bit better.. and suddenly started to giggle and some how asked me to have play time with him? Seriously I don't understand this little creature. In fact I manage to capture the video of him playing.


Then he started again.. gosh.. I decided that's it. I closed light, and put him and myself to bed. Still struggling, macam wrestling gitu. Feeding and yet kicking and punching all the way. Haih anak.. I continue with singing lullaby islamic version to make him calm, then he fall asleep.

Oh God, its made me think about what my mom and all mothers in this world had to go through.. just for their babies. (Dah besar panjang pon still baby in mom's eyes).. Dulu-dulu memang takkan faham the feeling.. now I really feel you ma.. Start from preggy up to now.. And of course if can you want to give the best..what ever you can to ur child. To people out there, jangan la nak melawan-lawan ibu ok? I beg you guys out there, kalau terasa nak melawan cakap tu, at least take a glance and think apa yang kita nak cakap tu will hurt her feelings or not.

P.s : I love u maaaa....