October.. what a busy month!

Dah nak end of October, what a busy month for me! Nak update pasal birthday my baby pun tak sempat.. With work and with the shop that about to open in 10 days time... with Raya and stuff.. and dalam kesibukan tu dapat pula berita pemergian my Anjang. Arwah Zainab Haji Shamsudin,(al Fatihah to her)..


Update skit on my Payo's Bday Party and House Warming, it was simple and sweet.

We started our kenduri with Qasidah and doa kesyukuran from my sis's frens punya group....

Adik-adik berqasidah..

Minion Cookies! Comel sangat kan? 

Sayang nak ngap.. tq to naziha @nksbakingwithlove 

Rainbow cake from K As... tq sangat-sangat..

Rainbow Cake by my dearest fren Emi.. can order from her ..

The Sweet Treats Station..

Birthday Boy n Kak Dhiya (My kesayangan...)

K Dhiya smpt possing..

He was laughing  when we sang him the song.. excited

Long time bff

Cake Cutting Time... terkezut tak Papa Sahil dah botak.. hehehe

Long time bff.. kayla n mummy yg dtg jauh from US.. tak sempat nak playdate with Kayla..huhu

Basically it was fun and sweet thing ... my only regret.. tak dapat nk take pic with my siblings yg sgt bertungkus lumus for the majlis... HUHUHU..

Later nak hapdate on the new shop that we are currently working on... which really hope this will be the start for us.. Doakan semua nya berjalan lancar.. Ameen..

Letter to Anak Bujang Ku..03/09/2013

Assalamulaikum Sayang Ammi ...

Today you are turning 1 year old.. oh sayang.. time runs so fast. I wish if we can have some stop button. So that I can have more time just look at you while you asleep and cumi (kiss) you like crazy.. And all the memory still fresh in our mind.. Like how Ammi heard your cry for the first time... and how tiny you are that time.. How we' ve through all the hardship and heard you a bit unstable ..that I wish to Allah to save you... and give me and the whole family a chance to love, nurture you with all our heart.


Sahil..

You are our precious,  our gem, kasih sayang cinta Ammi and Papa. Ammi might not be the best mom in the world, but I have always wish and strive to provide the best to you, apa yang Ammi and Papa termampu. Ammi always with work, but whenever I had time with you, I tried my best to spend the best of it with you.

Just to see you giggle and do that smiling cheeky face, Ammi tenang dah. With all our heart, kasih sayang Ammi that Ammi can't even imagine that Ammi could love someone that much. More than myself. My wish to see you grow up as a man with great values. Love your Allah, and Rasul..  and everything will come to your way Sayang.

To tell you the true..  Allah give me hidayah through you.. I want to be a better person, to serve Allah, when I sees you. And our journey is still far Sayang. I always pray to Allah to provide us the chance to raise you as a man with great values.

Sahil..

You are blessed by surrounding, with all these people who loves you so much.. Remember that. Respect them truly. Especially, Omma..who troubling herself to be part of your life.And to your uncles and aunties, tok bah and kak dhiya. Who always there to be part of your life. They loves you unconditionally.

To your other side of family. They haven't got the chance to see you.. but InsyaAllah one day. They will adore you, my sayang... InsyaAllah..

Doa Ammi, semoga anak ammi menjadi anak yang baik, soleh.. dan Ammi akan berusaha untuk mendidik anak Ammi.. itu janji Ammi ...

Okay Sayang,

Hope you have fun later on this coming Saturday. We plan to have a small party for you. Just to show our gratitude and kesyukuran sangat for all this blessing.

Don't get Sugar Rush.. penat Ammi nanti.. Well what the heck.. once a year je pun Ammi allow you to have all you can eat candy buffet.. hahahahaha..

Sayang dia sangat-sangat

Ammi Ji.

Stay cheeky like this okay sayang? hehehe

My cheeky 1 year old baby..

If I had a girl.. my daughter may look like this..hehe.. 

Stress

Salam Jumuah semua,

Everybody lately talk about stress.. Stress here.. stress there.. Main game pon kadang-kadang boleh jadi stress.. when you stucked at the same level for weeks playing Candy Crush.. hahahaha


And dun get me started with work stress.. Which is always high for me... but still manageable. Especially when tetiba boss besau tetiba je datang pms marah pada isu yang belum pun wujud, tapi dah stress pikir problem yang bakal datang. Menang project pon salah, tak menang pon salah. Camno tu? So mak ni tak pasal-pasal kena tempias.. Biasalah.. boss always have to think ahead.. Tapi benda tak de isu apa lagi kot..

Tapi nasib la aku ni jenis bengang tu satu hari je.. Esok dah okay. Memang dah perangai memang tak simpan grudge lama-lama. Sebab memang rasa tak healthy. Orang yang pendendam ni, hati dia tak bersih.. Betul tak? And luaran pon boleh terlihat. Masam kecut je.. hahahahahaha.. So now you know how I maintained my youthness? (blweekk) . Tak simpan dendam..hati suci bersih.. (kakaka.. suci la sangat)

Personal Stress.. still manageable.. selalu my personal stress will always related to financial, and other petty things..... Nak - nak jenis kita yang makan gaji, rasa tak cukup jeee...and kalu hilang pertimbangan.. financial stress can lead to other things jugak, if you are not careful. Especially when you start comparing, and complaint. I tried my best to control on that part, tapi sometimes you are just human being. Looking at other people, will make you have the tendency to compare.. and bila rasa kurang.. mula lah complaint. hu hu hu.. And 1 of  my bad habit.. I will start to take on people.. which usually I will start membebel.. and in this case the victim will be hubby.. tapi dia tu layan kan je lah.. He tried his best. Can see that..Macam tetiba marah kan dia pasal misplace my stuff.. tapi end up the stuff is in my handbag..Nampak sangat la aku la tu  yang meletaknya.. Then kadang- kadang nak balik tu dah datang niat nak membebel kat dia if let say dia lupa nk buang sampah ke.. then tetiba balik tgk sampah dah berbuang, pinggan dah clear.. rumah dh berkemas.. terus feel bad.... adoih hai..

Anyways.. a lot of ways to handle the stress my way...
1. membebel (which tak mendatang kan faedah sangat). Lagi make thing worst sometimes
2. Tak simpan dalam hati.. when u stressed out with people/problem.. Then you senang nak memaafkan..
3. Look at your beloved face with full of love.. (In this case.. will be my son.. and hubby sometimes)..
4. Pray to tenang kan hati.. and baca al-Quran..


Maybe if you guys have better way to handle it can share with me perhaps..


Ciao Bella..

MasyAllah

MasyaAllah (Praised to Allah)...

When we usually used the word MasyaAllah? I have noticed in the Malay Culture, we tend to use MasyaAllah when we heard some horrific/terrible things? Why is that ya? Selalu tak korang dengar bila anything bad happened.. u will hear someone said Masyaaaaaaaa Allaaaaaah.. sambilI geleng-geleng kepala.

I believed that is totally not right. What I have learned  the word Masya Allah, should be used whenever we want to praise someone,or something that so beautiful, so awesome, or anything beyond words lah. Sebab all these kecantikan, kebijakan dan all the awesome things are not from us.. but from Allah S.W.T. Example, when we sees baby yang super cute and super bijak.. We should said Masya Allah, sebab semua itu datang daripadaNya.

I have learned to use the word Masya Allah a lot from hubby,whenever he felt super kagum.. (haha)..  and since we have our baby. His daily mantra "Masya Allah.. these baby is bla bla bla.." "MasyaAllah our son is bla bla bla.. " And when nowadays when I went for kulliyah,or youtube video, from Ustaz like Yahya Adel Ibrahim, or Nouman Ali Khan for example, whenever they want to praise something, they will always said Masya Allah..

So, I will always used these word to remind me of His Greatness, Insya Allah.

Happy Birthday Sayang and Happy 11 months Payo!

Its already September, and it has been a hectic week for me. First, we have decided to move to our new house last week, (not really new, since its already few years, and my mom stayed there all this while). Since mom bought the new house, so now it become mine..mine! he he..


So bermula la sesi pemindahan yang super tired. Even though tak banyak barang besar, but its very tiring nak manage and buat trip pemindahan, we did like 7 trips with car.. and I just realized our clothes are a lot! but semua bukan muat pon.. yg I really use pon maybe 30-40% je.. really need to do some spring cleaning for the clothes later.

Some more I have to handle an event for the company, coz was thinking to take day off. So dah la penat memindah tak hilang lagi.. dengan manage event lagi.. God knows what I have been through... and with the flu and period pain yang datang...memang dah rasa nak collapse dah. Tapi nasib lah kita ni jenis kuat semangat.. gagahkan jugak lah.

Too busy sampai terlupa 3rd September was my hubby's birthday. He keep hinting me on what day it is.. And I keep replying.. "Its Tuesday la sayang" Then facepalm " aiyak his birthday!" I just bought like small piece of cake to celebrate later and night coz we both are so busy.. and x dak pic pon..hu hu..

Then some more my little baby also turned 11 months! Dah 11 months dah?  My God, time runs so fast.. then next month dah setahun dah si kecik tu! His progress being 11 months :

1. I have noticed his eagerness to speak, so the first word I heard from him was "Tatak" means Kakak...then papapa..mamama... (no ammi yet huhuhu)
2. Now he has got this Salam gesture.. whenever u said salam he salam and kiss hand
3. 1 time .. we noticed he did flying kiss to my husband.. Melted pakcik tu.. tgk anak flying kiss at him..hahahahaha (I have been teaching him to do flying kiss ..so only one time la kot baru berjaya.. so ratio of him following my gesture.. 1:50 attempts...kakakaka)

4. He will do this face (refer to the pic below) whenever he sees camera flash, or any cute girl, or whenever he feels he wants to be friendly to the person.. sometimes I yang termalu balik..coz I think he did that to most of people yang dia jumpa.. especially student perempuan near by our house.. (gedik..hahaha)

Thats all for now.. ciao...

Trip to Langkawi II

Actually tak banyak story pun, just wanted to share some of the pics only... We went to Skypark Cable Car, 1st time nak merasa, tapi frust sebab they close the bridge for maintenance.  Then boleh plak sempat nak singgah Makam Mahsuri.. Then pas tu kelam kabut la nak kejar ferry at 6pm. Shopping pon kat jetty je... Smpt la beli Tefal Pan. hehehe..

Mood si kecik tu tak sampai  lagi..baru bgn tido..

Kejap je takde mood .. tgklah dah buat muka cheeky balik..

Inside the cable car.. si kecik tu gayat actually.. 

Bridge yang still under maintenance

One of the view..

Yeah.. and we were there at 1 pm.. so sunny that I can't even open my eyes.

Group Photo.. one and only...

Pic without the boys.. both of them dah pengsan dlm keta

Bkn nak pandang camera..sebuk tgk kat Ammi..

Testing wether I can push the pillar

Bye bye...

Langkawi Trip 1

Semangat nih..semangat nk menghapdate blog.. kekekekeke.. By the way this time nak story sikit pasal our Langkawi Trip.


It happened on the 3rd Syawal, masa org tengah sebuk-sebuk kenduri tu.. Tak sempat nak beramah mesra with my school friend.. huk huk huk...Then on the way to Kuala Kedah, baru realized, eh.. what is the last ferry.. kang sia-sia je pegi.. googlekan.. tgk last ferry at 7pm! Si Imran , (papa's friend) dah bawak style F1 racing dah.. (kecut-kecut perut ku)


Then we reached there around 6.30 pm, sempat beli ticket, and sempat book for island hopping for tomorrow..then ingat kan kul 7 tu dah nak gerak la ferry kan.. bantai nya 8.16pm baru nak gerak... dah lemau weh.. But 1 thing about payo.. dia tak banyak buat perangai sangat.. except nak mek(menyusu) or nak tido..

Anak Papa..

Greetings from the ferry.. dah kul 8 lebey woit..

 Reached Langkawi Jetty at 10smthing.. super lembik.. then smpi homestay..terus pengsan!

The next day, pagi-pagi dah bangun for Island Hopping activities. The activities including bermandian di pantai Beras Basah, lepak at Pulau Dayang Bunting, and eagle feeding, with very reasonable price, RM 30! Mana nak dapek weh..

Muka Kantoi tgh cium baby non-stop.. kakaka! While waiting for the pick up..

At Pulau Beras Basah

Persatuan Isteri-isteri Paki.. (kakakaka)

Had our picnic with fresh coffee n bread. Heaven..

Hensem kan saya dari Papa

Ready for Dip!

My favorite view...

Eagle Feeding yang I seriously thought that we gonna feed the eagle..but end up jst watching them catching the fish

Ceh.. baru teringat, xde pic signmark for Pulau Dayang Bunting... and rupanya kena memanjat bukit! before leh smpi ke tempat mandi/lepak nya..

Tolong abaikan kegemukan diriku...sila focus on the nice view.. kakaka.. (by the way the tasik is 80m deep hokay)

Korang la yang lebey la kan.. 

Dah bangun tido kt Dayang Bunting.. Terus pose!

Dah kat pekan Kuah.. Makan time at papa's fren restaurant

My favorite pic..

Dia yang paling Excited nye..

My view when I lying down on the bench.. Bliss!

My favorite view when I looked down...hehehe

Sambung ke next post..


Ciao..