Halloo hallooo halloo..Happy 20th Months Sayang..

Omg.. it's been awhile.. and to be frank I am totally forgot that I have a blog to update. Aiyoyo.. what happen. Now I tell to my self that I will at least update once a week? (ehehe.. we will see..)

I can't believed my little sahil will be at his 20 months in just few days! Shocked? yeah..so do I.. how time flies.. Looking back to his recent and old pic.. I was like wow.. so fast.. And yet he suprised me everyday with his new thing.

His Early days.. (so different)

Around 3 months this.. geezz..how time flies..

Recent development?
He understand emotion, words and instruction. For example..there is 1 day I listened to John Legend's song, All of me.. and being so lovey dovey with romantic mood on inside the car. And he can turn his mood as well. Being romantic., kissing my hand., and looking to my eyes deeply. I felt like "Gosh, this little one,and kiss him and my eye teary a bit., and.. he is in tears too. Omg... hahaha. romantik abis anak Ammi nih!


He lovesss to be with people. Always want to make new friends, regardless how big/small is the person. And for girls, he loves calling them baby? (err.. baby? sudah nak jadi player kah? Haha). And he will easily get bored, when if it is just me and him at the playground. He really wants some company of his age. What shall I do? hu hu.. Thinking of putting him with some playdate session. Okay, need to get some friends with similar age of his to get start.. But who.. thinking.. or go to some preschool session? (Is it too early?) Yeah.. just something that can make him excited with friends. Takde lah asyik kawan with Adult like me and his Omma.. he he..

Recently...Boring la Ammi..

March 2014 - What a Shocked Month!

Omg.. dah berabuk dah my blog ni.. Suppose to update things esp. related to my lil one.. but caught up with so many things... and the worst part I forgot that he is already 17 months? Dah besar dah busuk Ammi sorang ni.. huhuhu..

Things has been turning upside down for the past couple of months.. with my new role in the Co. that I worked with. Aligned with the busyness of new role.. Nak ber blog ke..ber so sial media ke.. mane la sempat.. Sempat la kot balas-balas whatsapp or update skit kt FB. Apart from that.. haram.... I love my new role.. it just that I never felt overwhelmed about work, and this is considered my 1st time jumping upside down. 

By the way.. speaking of recent things happened..all of us have been shocked with the missing flight news of MH370. #prayforMH370 . Its really shocked and unbelievable at first. But things goes on, with so many speculations and yet the missing flight are yet to be found. I can't imagine myself of being there, or being the relatives or the families of the passenger. I will be devastated. In this state of cautiousness, what I can say is just pray as much as we can, and live the rest to the Greatest. With the recent development of possibility that the transponder has been switched off,or human factor to it,( I can refer to the word hijacked yet, will drive to another speculation). But all I can say there is still hope for us.

And this is so typical us when it comes to social media craze..hu hu

And of all the craze of MH370, nothing can beat the Raja Bomoh sensational act in KLIA Airport. Such a mockery to us as Muslim, with all the crazy act. And makes all the Parody came out. Such a shame on what others think this as part of Muslim practice? No, this is just some act of stupidity and nonsense...thats it. Nothing to do with religion. With all the remarks the one I can't take when the 'Bomoh King' wants to penampau buaya to Khairi Jamaluddin? Kakakaka...

Kakaka..buaya pun ketakutan..

Another recent things, the haze. #haze. These past weeks the haze became more worst. And sejak join sales team ni mmg 80% of my work kat luar. So memang terasa sangat k.. And since I have been living in the 7th floor apartment, you can smells the smoke from the house. Sesak nafas! And got phobia at night , coz suddenly smells the smoke, and thought the house is on fire. Stress kan?

View from the house...gloomy Saturday..

Water supply being  rationed. I don't experience this yet. More from the friends from other area in Selangor. I guess till now I am still the lucky one, since my area not really affected by that.

Apa-apa pun we should go back to HIM, and with all the unfortunate event that recently happened.. really its time for us to start looking back to ourselves and think .. Ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian.. Always a silver lining .. :)

Happy 15 months Baby..

Alamak... few days has past.. and he is already fifteen months.. sorry baby... Ammi lost track a bit.. even I lost track of what day it is today.. I thought it still Thursday but actually its already Friday dah..bole?


Okay.. talked about what you have been doing so far..at this age, you are still building your skill to communicate with us. Still mumble and babbling..it's okay.. and at this point of time.. you being soooo cheeky.. pretend to laugh to something unsure.. and always being cheerful.


Oh.. you also has few teeth to come out... (masak la Ammi kena gigit). And then you love to call everybody Ma.. ma.. even calling your Papa Ma? (Confused jap).

oh.. one last thing.. you are one tough baby.. why I said that? A few incidents happens. First you were locked in the room few times, and its very dark, and you just sit quietly until Ammi open the door back for you, and smile at me? are you kidding me sayang? not afraid at all? how la Ammi wants to do the time off to you.. dark room seems not working for you. hahaha.

Other incident : He managed to open my Tiger Balm (which you know its quite hot even for an adult), and put it on his face, and smiling at me? Baby baby..

In anyways, you always gonna be our precious one..And more years and milestone to come.. Happy 15 months Sayang.. muahx muahx muahx...Sayang dia sangat sangat!

oh..forgot.. major event:

Papa did his first hair cut! Without Ammi there.. sedih plak... And semua org terkejut.. esp family member.. All like "whhhyyyy" huhu

Hu hu.. dah botak dah my baby... uuuuuu

Ada orang cakap he looks more Malay bila dah botak nih.. I couldn't agree more..
Tapi Papa still nak cakap 90% ikut muka Papa. :P

Ya la Papa.. memang your face..

Miss his curly hair

Bye bye 2013.. and Welcome 2014!

Bye bye 2013..

It has been such a great year and major milestone for my baby.. And I am so grateful with all of it...Alhamdulilah syukur sangat di beri peluang bernafas,dan menikmati hidup bersama keluarga tersayang, and seeing my little boy growing up,being notty and cheeky..


My journey so far has been such a blessed journey, full with love and emotion, and we have became matured day by day and togetherness bring us closer.

My wish for 2014? I wish to have another year of great experience with my boys. (hubby and my lil boy), with more self improvement/development of myself.. to be a better person/muslim in life. And of course.. my all time wish. Loosing weight.. haip.. don't laugh.. I know..I know.. It is just that I soo tired with the buncitness of myself.. But it seriously so hard.. he he he.. Its should be the ultimate resolution for me.. hu hu...

And of course.. hope for the best for our shop for 2014. Hope it will be a prosperous year for us. Ameen


Some of the flashback of what had happen these year.. dun like the pic chosen for this.. but its randomly picked by google.. so okay lah.. hehehe..

Lastly.. happy 2014 peeps.. and have a wonderful and great year ahead!

Muahx muahx muahx!

Hari Tak Keruan without Baby Payo..

Memang tak keruan for Ammi and Papa.. firstly Papa yang tak keruan.. Ammi and Payo supposed spend only 1 night at kampung, and we drag till 2 nights. Papa was like "Why 2 nights, I am missing you guys! No more balik kampung or anywhere without me after this.. so missing you..bla bla..plus I am scared to be left alone.." "Err.. Papa? You scared", and I laughed histerically..

Yeah.. suddenly all this mysterious thingy happened to him, as what he mentioned to me..which my Mom said he just saying it, just he wanted us to be back soon.. 

Then after we went back, straight away headed to the shop. And can see how he was like soooo missing us.. aaawww... :P

Then..suddenly he was like "I want to bring Payo with me to Low Yatt for awhile.." hmm with a bit reluctant I let him go.. since he said we have been away from him.. and never really spent my time without my baby.. so I thought that I can  chillax and take some time to nap just for myself.. and do some house chores.. but its ended up calling hubby every hours and checking on them constantly.. no chillax relax nothing.. huhuhu.. 

Penangan anak kan.. now both of us can see what's the impact. Sekejap tu feels like forever....  bayang kan lah nak tinggalkan lama-lama..jumpa sebulan sekali ke.. mau teriak tangis daku.. anak relax je.. haha..

Kesayangan Hati Ammi, Papa, Omma..

:D

Last week pic..muka blur.. just came back from Habib Syech Al Sagof malam cinta rasul..

Kejadian Babap..

Tiba-tiba teringat kan kejadian agak lawak masa cuti last Wed.

Citernya pasal si kecik ni....masa cuti Sultan Selangor Hari tu.. pegi lah berjalan-jalan bawak my mom nak merasa makan Satay Station...and dah settle semua balik rumah.. then I straight away rushing to the toilet.. hehehe.. then as usual.. si kecik tu.. tgk aku berlari-lari.. dia pon kelam kabut lari sama..cam sama kelam kabut.. tapi dun really know whats going on.. then sama-sama terjah masuk toilet..

 I have tried to close the door.. but dia manage to tarik.. and push the door harder.. (tak lah sekuat mana pon..kederat baby..hehe).. then I pretend to scream and cry...konon-konon tersepit.. he is so shocked.. scream and cry with me.. for 2 seconds! then dia boleh  repeatedly babap  the door and the wall.. non-stop.. marah kan door sebab hurting Ammi? like "Door,  why u hurt my Ammi ji?" sambil pukul-pukul pintu.. That scene was so comel.. and I straight away hugged him and kiss him.. cause now I know.. I  can count on him, and Masya Allah.. makes me so grateful and think at such a young age, he has developed the sense to protect his mom.. and how beautiful this is... Masya Allah..

Then, bila Papa dia balik.. I have told the story, then Papa nak test dia.. konon babap la Ammi ni.. dia tengok je.. then terus dia cam babap balik Papa dia..kemudian aku lak test babap Papa dia.. dia tengok je..sengih-sengih.. hahaha.. memang bias sangat anak ku sorang ni.. Ammi loves you Sayang..

Yes Ammi Ji.. I will always be there for you..

Not Brave as before...

Yeah.. I am not brave as before okay? I sense this since I gave birth to Sahil.. I thought I can face anything in this world.. but it came vice versa.. instead now I become more chicken than before..


Most of my friends who knows me.. knows that I never scared to watch any ghost/thriller movie..or any scary ride..and fan of all these zombie series.. or anything like it..and anything super scary I will be the super excited one.. but then nowadays.. all this became so scary to me. Last time people has been talking about watching this super scary movie.. called "Conjuring"..I ended up stayed in the room and let the husband watching it himself.. Actually he was asking me to join him... (takut le tewww) ..kakaka, and then there is the movie Ethan Hawke acted tu.. yang Hantu Bughul tu..scary okeh..tak sanggup part yang he is looking at you back through the video.

Then the latest one, I was watching this Walking Dead series. (Biggest fan okay..esp Daryl.. kakaka), then the last episod.. (I watched the unrated version.. they showed the part where Hershaw got decaptivated by the Governor (cursed you Governor!!! %%$&#%$!).. Teringat- ingat scene tu sampai sekarang ok.. Cam siap mimpi bagai.. Eee.. menci la.. And nowadays I have my School Group which reunion in whatsapp,who likes to send all this scary stuff.. Nak gugur jantung.. Mati accident lah.. kena tembak lah.. huhu.. I don't need this kind of violence.

Betul lah cakap ustaz kat one of kuliah, manusia akhir zaman ni, paling senang nak dapat balasan di dunia, dengan rasa gundah gulana and kesusahan hati...(macam ketakutan sebab keselamatan ) sebab umat nabi Muhammad ni adalah yang paling ringan azab nya berbanding umat zaman sebelumnya.. Something macam tu lah..




Anyways.. semoga Allah jauhkan rasa gundah gelana.. dan amarah..